Here Without You
Three Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when Im dreaming of your face

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

National Day

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i was thrill and scared at the same time. sheit! how to react to this??!! met Kak Aliss and Abg Dd at Bugis while shopping for gladiators. finally got them huh??

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time to hit 8 million ToTo!! hahaa!! Bing say my numbers have the potential.. heheh!! well see... hahaha!! the Beijing Olympics is today, which only Mr Lionel is excited about (poor old man.. haha!).. my boyfriend clumsily dropped the spoon while putting it in his mouth.. the spoon actually did a twirl dance on his palms lahh!! how the hell you become bartender eh??!! haha.. spilled rice all over the table.. damn funny lahh! its the last day for project presentation. FINALLY!!! HURRAYYYYY!!!! exams here we come!!!! and IPP too!! heh. i love the dress lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ACA IS FUCKING GOING NDP!!! I HATE HER LAHHH!! DAMN YOUUUUUU!!!

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the wedding was awesome though there was a bit screw up here and there but it was marvelous. my first time attending a Christian wedding. so different, different's good right?? haha. met Tim and Jasmin. took a cab to fetch Faith and Louisa aka mum, hehe. i was bloody nervous but i think it went well. the walk to the place was damn tiring.. me and Tim took turns carrying Faith because she was walking oh so slow and we were already late for the wedding.. turns out everyone was late too. as usual.. hahaha.. the bride was beautiful. the groom was smart mamat. the live band was awesome... the place was awesome. Jennifer brought us together eh baby *smiles*
met my girls to catch the fireworks after that. i just realized i didnt take a picture with my bestfriend.

arent they precious??

WRITER WILL BE BACK

SHE'S ON HIATUS

MUGGING FOR HER EXAMS

DO WISH HER WELL

GRADE POINT AVERAGE 3..

HERE SHE COME!

till the next time.

love melody and lyrics..
beautiful sounds of the violins collaborating with the piano and drums.
only a genius can put together a piece so soothing and harmonious.
indeed he was.
a living legend.
a pity i could see him in person.
it would be a true honor.
a splendid experience.

emotional rollercoaster is very bad for health. literally. i dont know what it is or how it came about... its like you must know/learn how to control your emotions/feelings and at the same time you musnt let it get the better of you, get it?? you must know when to control it and when to let it loose like a madwoman and everybody around you would run away from you. yeahhh.. hate that.

i love great music, great company, beautiful day, sandwiches and picnic baskets.
beautiful people with beautiful sense of fashion and styles.
i love SingFest!!!!

does she takes things too hard?

is she fragile?
a picture tells a thousand words.

paint one for me,will ya?

never gonna

its infuriating to sit here and listen to the sounds of bangs and stuff being thrown purposely just because that someone is upset/angry. i dont give a damn, seriously. i admit it i didnt do my part, i did want to. i just forgot. but all that doesnt matter, does it? it wont make a difference anyhooo.. but whatever. i have better things to do, to be mad about, to grumble about. i dont need this now. i dont. i cannot be bothered.

i had fun past three days. there was my 1st year annivesary on Friday, outing with boyfie on Saturday and SingFest on Sunday. its so funnnnnnnn!!! next week will be my last week out due to exams.. so party people!! calling calling meeeeeeee!! hahaha!!

i loveeeeee spending time with my boyfie.. although too much would just spell disaster sometimes.. but yeahh.. i love it. we didnt do anything exciting. it was simple and plain. nothin fancy or expensive. we spent quality time, enjoying each other's company and warmth. we havent seen each other this often, these three days.. and its nice. i love you baby.

making sandwiches and playing scrabble in the dark with the sounds of Jason Maraz, Panic at the Disco and Rick Astley playing at the background.. its so cooool lahhhh!!! the Pussys were awesome with their dance moves and cheeky intros.. damn i had to leave when Alicia Keys was performing. damn damn damn!!! im sooooo going next year if the line-up are as good as this year's. damn damn damn!! Zoukout ahh abehh??!!! haahhaha!!

i'll see you (Tim, Leia, Lynn, Diidi, Nad and some others) tootheads next week for National Day.

till the next year sayang.
*grins*

stagnant

its like standing on the streets of NewYorkCity..
all buzzing pass, but she's just standing there.
no emotions portray.
just there.
marching bands, chasing cars, models parade.
actors, singers, directors, producers.
all pass her by.
the best part was, no one noticed her.

emotionless.
stagnant.
this is scary.
hate this.

i cant wait for Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
because it means : babyboy, babyboy, babyboy!!
*grins*
upset i never blogs about you right?? NAHHH!! AMEK KAUU!

i havent been eating right. i sleep like a log. i couldnt hear/feel any vibration from my phone(mind you its an old phone.. the vibration's damn loud/strong can?!?) unless i've woken up a few hours ago from my 'beauty' sleep. really, it aint a beauty. i didnt hear anything from my girlfriends. my world now evolves around school, boyfriend and family. im always damn tired. i appear enthusiastic for anything and everything. i just backed out of a Wii session with James and Raymond, whatthehell is wrong with me??!!! they are the most funnest people and i bail out on them!?! stupid or what, azi?!?im such a spoilt sport. really. i better start training for my Napfa. like seriously. first i have to get through my exams and pass with flying colours. damn, that is so secondary school....

i hate my life. im so fucking useless. my boyfriend's working is ass off and im spending his money. he has problems of his own damnit. im so fucking useless. i hate my life.

take me away,
put me in a box;
seal it up and dont let any air in for me to breathe.
maybe it'll get better then.

screaming and cursing on the sidewalk

Siti Nur Insyirah's the name. totally steal mine! hahah! i didnt have any picture but i do love the picture of her older, cepat merenyek and chubby sister. she's so damn cute. both of them. saw Haikal and Azlin on the way to the cinema... its been a while you two.. Daing (pronounced as Da-Ying.. haha), his wifey, Kenneth (AhBeng) and Kenneth (panjang.. he's really tall.. and you thouught im tall.. hahaha!!), boyfie and me watch DarkKnight, like finally.. haha.. it was draggy.. and some scenes i got the shock of my life, maybe because we were sitting in the first three rows!! came out witha stiff neck and aching bottom from the two and half hours show. i like the car better than the bike.. heh.

overshot my stop by four bus stops to be exact. it was dead hot and sunny. my RayBan didnt help. i should have taken my bubble bee one instead. walked back alongside AdamRd and headed up the gigantic slope that i failed running up on it. walked in the interview room (bowling alley), covered in both cold and hot sweat, suddenly being bombed with questions that i couldnt think of the answer and the word 'shit' keep coming out from my mouth!!! how the fuck am i suppose to get the job?!?! haha!!! it was fun!! hahahahaa!!! damn i never want to experience that again!

had a laugh with Khal, Kenny, Rachel, Philip, Charmain and Daryl while waiting for CRM lecture at 5pm.. i headed back to school after the interveiw.. im such a good girl.. and people say IM BAD!! tsk. hahaha! lesson learnt: eye, prey, spy, jump and GO!! HAHA! psycho killer.. lol

imissmybestfriendcanwegooutpleaseiknowihavetonsofworktodouggggghhhhhhhh!!!

cant wait for Friday! *winks*

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