Taylor Swift
Ours

Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers' silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here we'd laugh at their vacant stares
But right now my time is theirs

Seems like theres always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know me and you
And the verdict comes from those who has nothing else to do
The jurys' out but my choice is you

So don't worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But i dont care cause right now you're mine

And you'll say don't worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love ours

But its not theirs to speculate
If its wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong and
I'll fight their doubts and give you faith with this song

Cause i love the gap between your teeth
And i love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
Cause my heart is yours

So don't worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard

So don't worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
But they cant take away whats ours
They cant take away whats ours
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love ours

The Void

Never thought i'd go down like this. Never thought it'd be this hard.

Maybe this is karma in the making. For the things ive done in the past.

I turned to Him for help. He gave me signs and guide me through.

I need a hand to hold, God i cant find you.

The scariest place to be. In the dark without light.

Sometimes you stop in loss, but you feel the light's not far ahead.

So you force these legs to walk on further. Deeper into the void of the darkness.

Without knowing if its the right way you're heading.

At times you run fast, cause you thought u saw the light.

At times you crumbled and cry in deperation for help.

And all you have is the echo of your own voice.

And the darkness is your only friend once more.

Diversed thoughts

Lowered gaze and careful thoughts. Softer and looser approach. In constant watch of wondering eyes. Any essence of evil spotted and strikes of red marks get jotted down. A calling you will never hear but the presence so strong you cant deny its existence. But we wonder around aimlessly; oblivios, ignorance, arrogance. Masyallah.

A piece of cloth. A simple piece of cloth. Lies a tale more than the naked eye can see. A protection, under watchful evil eyes. A definition, differentiating a woman from a man. A cover, to safe keep God's most beautiful treasure. A prevention, from things God hates. And the will, in all individual's heart a secret conversation with him and God.

Those days where....

I miss you terribly. I miss your company, your laughter, your smiles. I miss waking up to your goodmorning texts and hearing your voice at the end of the line wishing me goodnight. I miss holding hands with you. I miss the times you would pat me on the head. I miss leaning on your shoulders. I miss putting and letting you put your arms around me. I miss the moments where i say i miss you. And i definitely miss you saying i love you too.

But this heart's still in stone. Frozen in time. Afraid of breaking into pieces. By the very person whom makes it leaps with joy. Just couldnt bear to be hurt the same way anymore.

And so i continue to miss you. Sometimes i fall in vain. Longing for your touch, care and love. But this mind is overbearing. Protecting the heart is its main priority. No one's ever breaking in, unless one earns it.

Bon Nuit

Was out again with Nikon D90. Din was kind enough to let me hold on to it til my photography phase is over or when he needs it. This time im accompanied by another newcomer in the photo-enthusiast. Took a couple of night shots (my first actually).

Totally love the shot of the ant. Its as if its screaming to me for taking a shot at it. Haha!

Best I Ever Had

Of all the tears i shed from my heartbreaking moments, my heart only literally ache whenever it sheds tears for you ang timothy mark.
You are the best i ever had and always will be. I never regret the day i turned my back on you because if it werent for you, we would never be where we are today.
You found a new love and i have a feeling it will work out fine. Maybe thats why im shedding tears because i feel that this time im losing you for real.
Still the only one that literally make my heart ache. But still the only one that i will choose if im ever given a choice. I definitely choose my bestfriend, ang timothy mark.

Botanics Photo Diary

As promised, shots from Din's Nikon D90.