Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Planning in Time

In a few hours, the plane will land from Cairo. Im looking forward to this day and i actually lost track of time as i got so used to feeling estatic when messages comes in on random times throughout the day. And right now i actually did not plan on waiting for the plane to land. It just happened; and i find it amazing of how oblivious my actions are.

Cairo.
I had an interesting conversation with my bestfriend about extending our studies there together. Interesting choice of place to begin with, and the culture? I cannot imagine myself in that culture where i myself hardly practice. But its interesting. Maybe its THE key to the door of my heart. But with amazing events that had happened here, im afraid it might not work out. Or God has planned something even more spectacular for me? It not impossible.

I can never get it right with God's doing. And when i think i got it, i am constantly wronged again.

Nevertheless, we beings can only plan and its better to have a plan than not plan at all. A purpose in life is as crucial as having clothes on before you leave the house; if you want to put it in lay-man's term.

"Be fearful when others are greedy, and be greedy when others are fearful."
I still havent figure out what it means.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

What really goes on behind that empty eyes painted with drastic color palettes choice from MAC? Those red lips tell nothing but joy and happiness however those eyes gave it away.

Are you real?

Have you ever feel the need to divert into someone else when you're with different individuals? The need to change the way you speak or behave with certain cliques of friends? The sudden behaviour you make to ensure you dont feel left out?
If you answered yes to all the above, then are you fake?

Its amazing how one person can be comfortable with different individuals and have many cliques of friends of various interest and differences too. And its an awe to be the one in that shoes because you are surrounded with many beautiful individuals who have no idea of their uniqueness and talents.

I applaud for my fruitful spent holidays with beautiful people. Now the time has come to divert back into my profession.

Hopefully the year ahead will be a great one now that i have found a slight happiness in me and i pray it will stay happy with me too for the longest time i can ever hope for.

Happy New Year everyone!

Monday, December 20, 2010

Are you IT?

Like watching a movie, waiting for the climax or many people like to say "when the shit happens". To be this afraid when the moment comes, well its not expected. Because all this while, you have been mind-fucking yourself that you are ready for this; for this day to come where nothing else matters because you are finally... happy. Its the greatest feeling in the world when you have been riding on the bottom of the wheel for such a long time. Its awesome.

Did everyone heard the latest humor by Lonely Island featuring Akon? I thought it was a damn hilarious song, the fact Akon couldnt wipe that smirk off his face throughout the entire video. Its like a guilty conscious face as if he really did had sex 30 minutes ago as quoted in the song. But who knows right?? So could you please stand up if you had sex the last 30 minutes? Hilarious.

Well, in many ways it is true; people do want to shout it out. Come on, try it.
I JUST HAD SEX AND IT FEEL REAL GOOD!
If you really think about it, anything can be related to sex.
Example uno: An equisite, huge wrapping doesnt really mean the present inside is equisite and HUGE too.
Everyone following me here?
Now everyone will get the picture that im some pervertic person who is always thinking about sex... so im sure you have already classified me as a slut right?
You know what, it doesnt really matter what YOU think.
I got you thinking at my example number one did i? AND, I rest my case.

And in case you havent noticed, Nathalie is back yo.
Angus and Julian Stone
Babylon

So rest your head-
You're all mine.
And I stay awake,
I won't go home.
Let's go on a holiday.
To burn this town
She's my Babylon.

So rest your heart-
You're all mine.
Because if you walk away,
I fall on down.
And bleed the reddest blood-
Red as wine.
She's my Babylon.

No I don't want to
See you go.
No I don't want to
Be alone.

So rest your hand -
You're all mine.
I can't stay awake,
My eyes fall down.
Said I dreamed a dream
That you wore a crown.
She's my Babylon.

No I don't want to
See you go.
No I don't want to
Be alone
No I don't want to
Be alone.
No I don't want to
Be alone.