Sunday, June 19, 2011

Its okay not to be okay

Geared with a caffeine drink, a book and a 4 hour-powered netbook with a supply of internet service from an iPhone; and i sit here reflecting on the events that had happened in the past what... month?

Ive been blessed to have beautiful friends who are amazingly understanding with our every crap and nonsense, crankiness and bitchiness. But yet, i can never fight off this feeling that we havent seen each other at our very worst; for me at least. This is to my girls, you all are missed. I mean all.

And i have another set of friends who are filled with life and passion, always on the go; as if nothing can ever bring them down. But in fact, they are the very people who have walked or is walking the different paths of life, and they are never selfish in sharing and supporting each other. They bring me life, laughter and i envy their achievements; only making me to work even harder to accomplish my goals. This is to my 'okay-go' gang, you are the best.

And there's this one person, who have recently came in my life; who has never fail to put a smile(more like a grin)on my face whenever his name comes up on my ID caller. And like any other day, this wouldnt be anything i would write about, but this one's special. I never thought he would be the one that can light up my eyes ever so brightly just as my heart does premature ventricular contractions. It never cross my mind that he would bring back the joy of just having a company for a meal or the one that calls to kiss me goodnight over the phone and make sure i prostate to the one and only. And he has the most amazing eyes that i drown just by looking at them. But like all fairytales, there is the evil stepmother and a villain. Mine's no different. But i am blessed to have the chance to know this man; all thanks to my 'okay-go' gang. Sometimes, good things happen when you least expected it. This feeling is a long time coming and im loving every ounce of it.

I cant help sounding as if this is the last blog entry i am going to publish. I have no idea why im penning this down. I guess i havent really write down my thoughts clearly without having one to read between the lines of my post. Well, i guess just this once :)