Saturday, January 21, 2012

A little less.

I miss being able to do this whenever i want in public without having to be stared at or just me thinking ive let down the entire female Muslims and our beliefs. Im not complaining about the fact the hijab restricts me from how i am, i just miss being able to be well... me. I admit i am much of an ang moh-minded person in my pious family. But my parents have taught me well and impaired me with the knowledge of my origins that is of a Muslim. Hence, i will always feel a sense of guilt and consciousness in my actions and what the consequences it will have for me, religiously. Nevertheless, i still cannot help but feel a little less of me since ive been hijabified.