It feels as if i stepped into a time machine.
I was brought back to yester-years, where there was still you and me.
Pictures and love songs all over, like a child standing under a Christmas tree; overwhelmed by the beauty and excitment from the presents and the lights.
It brings me tears of how naive our love is and how much we grew together over the years.
I thought i felt your warmth, care, concern, attention and most importantly love from you to me when i read my old posts. I also felt we were the only ones living in this world. Wow. It amazes me that i could still feel those feelings by just reading memories.
I dont know if there is any change made in the aspects of life for me. But i definitely know that i wasnt in the same place then. I am much better than i used to be. Yes, there are definitely things that i hoped and wished could be better but what is life without fucking us all?
With that said, i recalled a conversation with a friend regarding optimism.
"Regardless of what your mood is, your character still defines you just by the way you dress."
He got mine pretty close.
I wish the best for you dear friend. Where ever you go or may be, i hope you find what you are looking for. I grew to be fond of your company and enjoy every moment we have. You are truly and inspiration for me.
