HORNY

hey people..
sorry about the template thingy..
i was too busy to finish editting the new template thingy i added on..
not much different but yeahh..
sorry about that.

there's so many things going on right now..
i mean especially this week.
its only mpnday and the stress level is like fucking high la cann..
and home doesnt help cause they dont understand or rather dont bother to understand how or what im going through.
all they know is i go school,be back home and get my diploma at the end of the 3years.
its sad cause their are my family..
but they are the least supportive people..
you get now??
urgh.
dont tell me i cant be rebellious.
dont tell me i cant rude.
just be because he's my dad doesnt mean he dont have the heart or initiative to even ask what the hell im going through.
dont anyhow scold me and blame my friends for whats happening to me because i choose to do it goddamnit.
yes he's done shit.
you can forget it.
i cant.
never will.
its my choice.
i choose to be angry at him.
still.
mum can accept him.
i can too.
but i will never forget what he had done.
and thats MY problem.
i didnt get rebellious overnight okay, it happen because of that incident.
hell, im not rebellious.
you people just dont understand me.
dont bother to know also.
so be it.
i wont bother to understand your life, at least i try not to.
cause no matter what i do..
you people are always in my mind first.
yes im born, grown up with you people.
but why the hell do i wanna stay when im treated like fuck??
be in my shoes.
try being a child,MIDDLE sister,student,reponsible,initiative person..
NOT LIKE YOU!
all you think is yourself.
what you want you get.
you dont even think if mum got money when you asked from her.
aku nie nak mintak $2 pun takot.
huh.
and im rude and rebellious??
fuck off.
i dont need this la..
i had enough of stress from school already.
so fuck off.
i dont care anymore.
i dont care if im caught wearing sleeveless.
i dont care if im caught at sentosa.
i dontcare if im caught.
why the hell im am suppose to be caught at??
fuck.

wont be updating till december.
if i do.. means im having a fucked up day.
hah.
ciao.