Saturday, August 30, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
IPP
first day of inturnship.. surprises and more surprises each time.. haha.. i hope it gets better tomorrow and for the rest of the 11weeks.. if not, i'd have to go for a major therapy to excite my life..i made a good friend though despite whatever. she was fun, maybe because we had to be hyper to welcome back TeamSingapore at BrasBasah.. but she was funn.. another male colleague also very fun and funny.. i was carrying a big box filled with clappers and he didnt bother to help me, but help my supervisor instead who's only carrying 4plastics bags of whistles and flags and balloons.. and i stood there thought he would come and help me.. but he funny.. hahaha!! its was a good first day at work.. i really want to do something at my desk lahh!!! seriously!!! give me something to do so i wont think like im wasting my time there!!! gahhhhh!!!
im so gonna kill my bestfriend when i see her. seriously!!
okay, sleep time because i got 'work' tomorrow..
*smiles*
im so gonna kill my bestfriend when i see her. seriously!!
okay, sleep time because i got 'work' tomorrow..
*smiles*
take me to a higher place,
where i know i'll be safe in your arms.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
hiatus over
HIATUS OVER!!!
i can scream and jump and dance to exam-free till the nest semester.. woohooo!!! i have four days only to enjoy starting tomorrow before i start my attachment with SingaporeSportsCouncil.. which reminds me... i cannot bitch about the management, my pay, my workload or whatever they ask me to do there... haha. lets just say direct indirect approach is always the best.
*smiles widely*
so many things happenned the past week; and they couldnt pick the best time to happen during this stressful period of my life.. super frustrating.. and my computer is lagging now.. grrrr!!!
"... you know, i once met a girl that blew me off my feet.
she was pretty and sweet.
the curves at the right places.
a nice butt. nice figure. glittering eyes.
kissable cute lips. long lovely hair.
legs that make you go 'wow'...
she had a rather girly laughter but each time she laughs,
she opens her mouth wide. buruk ah.
she doesnt always sit properly.
snaps for no apparent reason.
has major mood swings.
irritates the hell out of me.
sometimes i feel like strangling her.
but yet she gave me love.
a kind of love i never felt.
she gave me everything she could.
she took care of me, loved me.
and did everything a wife would.
she's not perfect.
but she was my everything.
she was the only person that could bring me to heaven or hell.
the only one that i would listen to.
the only woman in my life.
she was my imperfect perfection.
all that i could ask for, i found it in her.
sometimes i falter.
i do stupid things and hurt her.
and it hurts me even more.
im not perfect either.
but i try to give her the perfect love.
i try my best.
she complained.
she blew her top at me.
she cursed and swore at me.
but yet i still love her so.
she was ridiculous, demanding, irritating.
yet so loveable that i cant help falling in love with her over and over again.
she was the love of my life.
and her name is Azirah; as it says on my chest.
the woman i love whole heartedly.
my life. my all. my baby girl forever.
baby, i love you...."
i can scream and jump and dance to exam-free till the nest semester.. woohooo!!! i have four days only to enjoy starting tomorrow before i start my attachment with SingaporeSportsCouncil.. which reminds me... i cannot bitch about the management, my pay, my workload or whatever they ask me to do there... haha. lets just say direct indirect approach is always the best.
*smiles widely*
so many things happenned the past week; and they couldnt pick the best time to happen during this stressful period of my life.. super frustrating.. and my computer is lagging now.. grrrr!!!
"... you know, i once met a girl that blew me off my feet.
she was pretty and sweet.
the curves at the right places.
a nice butt. nice figure. glittering eyes.
kissable cute lips. long lovely hair.
legs that make you go 'wow'...
she had a rather girly laughter but each time she laughs,
she opens her mouth wide. buruk ah.
she doesnt always sit properly.
snaps for no apparent reason.
has major mood swings.
irritates the hell out of me.
sometimes i feel like strangling her.
but yet she gave me love.
a kind of love i never felt.
she gave me everything she could.
she took care of me, loved me.
and did everything a wife would.
she's not perfect.
but she was my everything.
she was the only person that could bring me to heaven or hell.
the only one that i would listen to.
the only woman in my life.
she was my imperfect perfection.
all that i could ask for, i found it in her.
sometimes i falter.
i do stupid things and hurt her.
and it hurts me even more.
im not perfect either.
but i try to give her the perfect love.
i try my best.
she complained.
she blew her top at me.
she cursed and swore at me.
but yet i still love her so.
she was ridiculous, demanding, irritating.
yet so loveable that i cant help falling in love with her over and over again.
she was the love of my life.
and her name is Azirah; as it says on my chest.
the woman i love whole heartedly.
my life. my all. my baby girl forever.
baby, i love you...."
i love you too, bacin.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
my desire
i just wanted to see her happy. to love and be loved. i showed her the path, lighten up abit and even led her through. but i wasnt prepared for the circumstances that follow. circumstances that is beyond my control and i couldnt do anything to help her. i feel helpless watching her as she cries her heart out for the man she loves. what am i to do? im at lost.
tonight, i just wish i could die. i would trade anything in the world to be going through what im feeling right now. i ran. to you. but u didnt catch me when i fall. i fell flat on the ground. bruised. why didnt you catch me? why did you left me lying, bleeding on the sideline? why?
am i not good enough? am i too demanding? am i nonsensical? what am i?
tonight, i just wish i could die. i would trade anything in the world to be going through what im feeling right now. i ran. to you. but u didnt catch me when i fall. i fell flat on the ground. bruised. why didnt you catch me? why did you left me lying, bleeding on the sideline? why?
am i not good enough? am i too demanding? am i nonsensical? what am i?
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Here Without You
Three Doors Down
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when Im dreaming of your face
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me
The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Three Doors Down
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when Im dreaming of your face
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me
The miles just keep rolling
as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated
but I hope it gets better as we go
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love
Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Friday, August 8, 2008
National Day
070808
i was thrill and scared at the same time. sheit! how to react to this??!! met Kak Aliss and Abg Dd at Bugis while shopping for gladiators. finally got them huh??
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time to hit 8 million ToTo!! hahaa!! Bing say my numbers have the potential.. heheh!! well see... hahaha!! the Beijing Olympics is today, which only Mr Lionel is excited about (poor old man.. haha!).. my boyfriend clumsily dropped the spoon while putting it in his mouth.. the spoon actually did a twirl dance on his palms lahh!! how the hell you become bartender eh??!! haha.. spilled rice all over the table.. damn funny lahh! its the last day for project presentation. FINALLY!!! HURRAYYYYY!!!! exams here we come!!!! and IPP too!! heh. i love the dress lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ACA IS FUCKING GOING NDP!!! I HATE HER LAHHH!! DAMN YOUUUUUU!!!
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the wedding was awesome though there was a bit screw up here and there but it was marvelous. my first time attending a Christian wedding. so different, different's good right?? haha. met Tim and Jasmin. took a cab to fetch Faith and Louisa aka mum, hehe. i was bloody nervous but i think it went well. the walk to the place was damn tiring.. me and Tim took turns carrying Faith because she was walking oh so slow and we were already late for the wedding.. turns out everyone was late too. as usual.. hahaha.. the bride was beautiful. the groom was smart mamat. the live band was awesome... the place was awesome. Jennifer brought us together eh baby *smiles*
met my girls to catch the fireworks after that. i just realized i didnt take a picture with my bestfriend.
i was thrill and scared at the same time. sheit! how to react to this??!! met Kak Aliss and Abg Dd at Bugis while shopping for gladiators. finally got them huh??
080808.
time to hit 8 million ToTo!! hahaa!! Bing say my numbers have the potential.. heheh!! well see... hahaha!! the Beijing Olympics is today, which only Mr Lionel is excited about (poor old man.. haha!).. my boyfriend clumsily dropped the spoon while putting it in his mouth.. the spoon actually did a twirl dance on his palms lahh!! how the hell you become bartender eh??!! haha.. spilled rice all over the table.. damn funny lahh! its the last day for project presentation. FINALLY!!! HURRAYYYYY!!!! exams here we come!!!! and IPP too!! heh. i love the dress lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ACA IS FUCKING GOING NDP!!! I HATE HER LAHHH!! DAMN YOUUUUUU!!!
090808
the wedding was awesome though there was a bit screw up here and there but it was marvelous. my first time attending a Christian wedding. so different, different's good right?? haha. met Tim and Jasmin. took a cab to fetch Faith and Louisa aka mum, hehe. i was bloody nervous but i think it went well. the walk to the place was damn tiring.. me and Tim took turns carrying Faith because she was walking oh so slow and we were already late for the wedding.. turns out everyone was late too. as usual.. hahaha.. the bride was beautiful. the groom was smart mamat. the live band was awesome... the place was awesome. Jennifer brought us together eh baby *smiles*
met my girls to catch the fireworks after that. i just realized i didnt take a picture with my bestfriend.
arent they precious??
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
love melody and lyrics..
beautiful sounds of the violins collaborating with the piano and drums.
only a genius can put together a piece so soothing and harmonious.
indeed he was.
a living legend.
a pity i could see him in person.
it would be a true honor.
a splendid experience.
emotional rollercoaster is very bad for health. literally. i dont know what it is or how it came about... its like you must know/learn how to control your emotions/feelings and at the same time you musnt let it get the better of you, get it?? you must know when to control it and when to let it loose like a madwoman and everybody around you would run away from you. yeahhh.. hate that.
i love great music, great company, beautiful day, sandwiches and picnic baskets.
beautiful people with beautiful sense of fashion and styles.
i love SingFest!!!!
beautiful sounds of the violins collaborating with the piano and drums.
only a genius can put together a piece so soothing and harmonious.
indeed he was.
a living legend.
a pity i could see him in person.
it would be a true honor.
a splendid experience.
emotional rollercoaster is very bad for health. literally. i dont know what it is or how it came about... its like you must know/learn how to control your emotions/feelings and at the same time you musnt let it get the better of you, get it?? you must know when to control it and when to let it loose like a madwoman and everybody around you would run away from you. yeahhh.. hate that.
i love great music, great company, beautiful day, sandwiches and picnic baskets.
beautiful people with beautiful sense of fashion and styles.
i love SingFest!!!!
does she takes things too hard?
is she fragile?
a picture tells a thousand words.
a picture tells a thousand words.
paint one for me,will ya?
never gonna
its infuriating to sit here and listen to the sounds of bangs and stuff being thrown purposely just because that someone is upset/angry. i dont give a damn, seriously. i admit it i didnt do my part, i did want to. i just forgot. but all that doesnt matter, does it? it wont make a difference anyhooo.. but whatever. i have better things to do, to be mad about, to grumble about. i dont need this now. i dont. i cannot be bothered.
i had fun past three days. there was my 1st year annivesary on Friday, outing with boyfie on Saturday and SingFest on Sunday. its so funnnnnnnn!!! next week will be my last week out due to exams.. so party people!! calling calling meeeeeeee!! hahaha!!
i loveeeeee spending time with my boyfie.. although too much would just spell disaster sometimes.. but yeahh.. i love it. we didnt do anything exciting. it was simple and plain. nothin fancy or expensive. we spent quality time, enjoying each other's company and warmth. we havent seen each other this often, these three days.. and its nice. i love you baby.
making sandwiches and playing scrabble in the dark with the sounds of Jason Maraz, Panic at the Disco and Rick Astley playing at the background.. its so cooool lahhhh!!! the Pussys were awesome with their dance moves and cheeky intros.. damn i had to leave when Alicia Keys was performing. damn damn damn!!! im sooooo going next year if the line-up are as good as this year's. damn damn damn!! Zoukout ahh abehh??!!! haahhaha!!
i'll see you (Tim, Leia, Lynn, Diidi, Nad and some others) tootheads next week for National Day.
till the next year sayang.
*grins*
i had fun past three days. there was my 1st year annivesary on Friday, outing with boyfie on Saturday and SingFest on Sunday. its so funnnnnnnn!!! next week will be my last week out due to exams.. so party people!! calling calling meeeeeeee!! hahaha!!
i loveeeeee spending time with my boyfie.. although too much would just spell disaster sometimes.. but yeahh.. i love it. we didnt do anything exciting. it was simple and plain. nothin fancy or expensive. we spent quality time, enjoying each other's company and warmth. we havent seen each other this often, these three days.. and its nice. i love you baby.
making sandwiches and playing scrabble in the dark with the sounds of Jason Maraz, Panic at the Disco and Rick Astley playing at the background.. its so cooool lahhhh!!! the Pussys were awesome with their dance moves and cheeky intros.. damn i had to leave when Alicia Keys was performing. damn damn damn!!! im sooooo going next year if the line-up are as good as this year's. damn damn damn!! Zoukout ahh abehh??!!! haahhaha!!
i'll see you (Tim, Leia, Lynn, Diidi, Nad and some others) tootheads next week for National Day.
till the next year sayang.
*grins*
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