Saturday, August 16, 2008

my desire

i just wanted to see her happy. to love and be loved. i showed her the path, lighten up abit and even led her through. but i wasnt prepared for the circumstances that follow. circumstances that is beyond my control and i couldnt do anything to help her. i feel helpless watching her as she cries her heart out for the man she loves. what am i to do? im at lost.

tonight, i just wish i could die. i would trade anything in the world to be going through what im feeling right now. i ran. to you. but u didnt catch me when i fall. i fell flat on the ground. bruised. why didnt you catch me? why did you left me lying, bleeding on the sideline? why?
am i not good enough? am i too demanding? am i nonsensical? what am i?

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