Tercipta Untukku
Ungu feat Rossa

menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku, oohh
banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku selalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

sungguh hanya lah dirimu
yang aku cintai
dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu
hingga ku mati

aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku selalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

The Climb
Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

flowers as reminders

WASSUP PEOPLE!!
my jam packed weekend is finally over..
i had lots of laughter with my families.. especially with our tradition trademark and the new trademark we found out.. hahah

Saturday
travelled to Toh Guan to witness the wedding ceremony. Kak Aliss was gorgeous.

the newly weds

the surprise gift
the symbol of freedom
pretty in tudung aint she? =)
flower girl

Sunday
Remaja Salihin (i think its spelled like that.. LOL) aka the kompang/nasyid boys was crude and irritating on the way in the bus to get the bride to Yishun. once again, Kak Aliss was gorgeous =)

the melawazz aka minah tudung

the makciks aka Datin Diaries
the pakciks aka Datok K nye sedare
the asal boleh enter frame aka menyiboks
the keciks aka cuties

Monday
Graduation Day! i was sweating my pants off! im glad my parents at least got the heart to come down without complaining how boring it was for them. and thank YOU! i love everything. i do =D

=D
she's my cousin
excited
the pendeks. HAHAH

for more pictures on Graduation Day please log in to Facebook.com, thank you =)

favourite thing of the day =D

me and the boys

so Kriz won. BOO!
Adam just rock my socks..
its the voice people, not the face.
shame you Americans. tsk
reminds me of Anugerah 2008, when Aliff Aziz won.
*stunned face*
like WTH?
shame you Singaporeans. tsk

so my uncle had a bike accident few days back.
there goes my chance of taking a bike license, damn.
oh heck, im using my own money.
fuck off.

i never thought it would be so hard to write up 50 words to convince someone that you can do something. its CRAZY! im cracking my brains. all i can come up with...
"i believe i can do it."
how convincing is that?? NOT!
UGH.
can i like die now like seriously.

i realise i like musicians.
Facebook quiz was RIGHT! HAHA!
especially those that can play the guitar or piano.
not the matrep or punk rock kind.
the one like Justin Timberlake and Carlos Santana kind. HAHA
so random.

play me a tune.

the clock ticking

bonne nuit

Sweet Wings of Love
Disney - Three Musketeers

Afloat on the breeze on wings of love
Like birds and like bees sweet wings of love
The first day we met on wings of love
We watch the sunset sweet wings of love
And if by some chance some twist of fate
We're chasing romance its not too late
Its Heaven design
You'll be mine
Hands entwined on wings of love

Our real-life fairytale
fairytale
Down the streams of life we sail
life we sail
And our world in twilight gleams
twilight gleams
Like the light in your eyes inside my dreams

Your whisper lightly tickling my ear.
Its Paris--Ah!--in the spring
spring,spring,spring
I feel so giddy.
One thing is clear
You stir my heart to sing

Dont take your hand from mine,
hand from mine
Just hold tight until you find,
hold on tight
You're the light im dreaming of,
dreaming of
And im waiting for you on wings of love

Waiting for you
On wings of love
On wings of love

lay it out

i am jammed pack this week..
lets see...
tomorrow interview at Toa Payoh SAFRA and badminton session with Shafira after that.
so far im free mid-week..
Thursday i got training session at Expo, which i have no idea how to get there..
Friday i have my long awaited PPT test at NTU and class gathering which was postponed.
the weekend is fully booked due to my cousin's wedding, like OMG *bimbo voice*
and the following day will be my *drum roll please* GRADUATION DAY!!! like finally.
so thats me this week.
GOINGGGGGG MAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

JOB JOB! WHERE ARE YOU JOB!!??!!!

fly away license, not going to be in my wallet this year.. boohoo.

Sailorman, please stay.

whats in it

doesnt it amaze you that when your mind suddenly thinks of someone and a few minutes or hours later he/she calls you? hell yeah.

MARK! WHERE YOU AT??! I MISS YOU!

a desire

BOO!
Angels&Demons wasnt as great as i thought it would be. but i was excited to be able to catch it on the day of its release in Singapore. how awesome is that!! *grins

i want to feel the sand on my feet and when i throw my head back, i want to see bright blue sky with dozens of cloud nine. i want to feel the wind brushed against my face, brings a smile on my face once more. with groups of good friends around, laughter and happiness... forgetting the painful world we live in for a while and enjoy each others' company.

a pain that consumes all thoughts.
with pleasure sets like a baby in its mother's arms.
thoughts spreads their wings and lift off.
leaving the dust in your eyes.
you choked, coughed... eyes never left sight of 'em thoughts.
and you hope they would leave forever.
ending the pain it caused.
now for the pleasure.
you want the pleasure.
we want the pleasure.

evening in a pigsty

you suck.
yes you.
dont look around, pretending you dont know who im talking to.
YOU dumbass.
living off your parents'.. 20 year old balls.
time to get yourself a house of your own.

NEL totally suck this evening. like totally.
"there are no train service from AngMoKio to Yishun.
you are advise to use other transport means..."
WHAT OTHER TRANSPORT MEANS BALLS?!!!
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO HOME WHEN THERE IS A SICK QUEUE FOR BOTH BUS AND CABS.
oh, the best part..
"you can refund your *muffles* within 3days time,"
WHAT?!?!
IM SO SCREWING SMRT UP BIG TIME!
AND THE MAKCIKSSS AT THE CUSTOMER SERVICE BETTER NOT KEEP SWEARING IN MALAY!!
I'LL SCREW HER BACK, i promise.

E63. i dont see the speciality.
no idea why its a hot seller.
tell me about it okay Mark?

swallow a slice of your ego.
it may make you full, but it doesnt make you fat.

damn old photo.

sad sad situation

i started the day with Shafira's text, informing me that she was already on the way to school for breakfast at MacDonalds. she said i need not need to rush, so i close my eyes for a bit but i ended up waking up half an hour after she texted! hahaa!
rush rush.. (i bathed before i went out okay!) forgot some stuff, but nevermind.. took temperature at school, changed and BOOUUSSSSHHHH!! (sound effect damn bad siaa.. lol)
anyway, it means i went swimming in school aightss.. lol
drank alot of chlorine, choked alot of chlorine.. laughed when Shafira suddenly stop her froggy style because she choked on chlorine.. hahaha!
i so have alot to practise dude!!
Kim was such a doll.
i like her accent and i think she's hot. she got boobs dude!! LOL
had lunch at Gecko and off to NEL.

arrived home to find NTU application results opened.
UNSUCCESSFUL.
*sob sob*
damn sad.

can i die now? like really.
ARGH!

CHECK IT OUT YO!

Dear Baby,

i could still feel your small fingers running through mine. your skin, so soft i wish i had them. i could not forget the way you held my hands with your eyes closed shut. but i know you knew it was me. i could not stop smiling in glee. there you were, in my arms. a beautiful name with a beautiful face. i hope you grow up to be a nice lady, im sure you will with proper guidance. i will always love you.

Dear Baby,

i just want you empathy. thats it. i dont need you to be in the same shoes as i am because thats just not how it works. compromise. i dont know. my head's ringing alert sign all over because my heart's breaking. im starting to feel i cant do this because its too hurtful. i cant do this.

i can do this.

xoxo
Natalie

Hoobastank
If I Were You

You seem to find the dark when everything is bright
You look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right
Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade
You never say a word unless its to complain
Its driving me insane

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do
Is thank the stars for all that i have
If i were you

Look what surrounds you now
More than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be
So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do
Is thank the stars above
Tell the ones I love that i do
If i were you

So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do
Is thank the stars above
For the ones I love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I've wanted to
If i were you

it'l be a long, bumpy ride.

David Cook
Come Back To Me

you say you gotta go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you

you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

take your time i wont go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
i'll keep your things right where you left them
i'll be here for you

oh and i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

i can't get close if your not there
i can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
i can't fix you i can't save you
its something you have to do

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
come back to me
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me

are you going away? cause i want you to stay.

lost without you, i'd give everything for you.

dont you walk away, cause im here to stay.

forever and ever babe, a promise i dare to say.

33 days, 792 hours, 447520 minutes and 2851200 seconds.

is all i got left.

are you going away? cause i want you to stay.

all to myself.

mine.

forever.

nothing to it

by the coast, separated from land and sea. blue sky drape above all, a scenic sight.

there is where we sat during the day, the night didnt stop us either.

the howling wind, the bright moonlight sky.

so beautiful.

you are so beautiful.

meals of the day

Dinner is a good meal.
Especially after a long day.
Breakfast would be a nice hug.
Especially when you just woke up.
Lunch would be a kiss?
Passionate and fulfilling.
And supper...
Before or after it Mr?

emo-ed

Dear Dreamcatcher,

i wrote something to ease my pain. i have been going through alot these past week and never once i slept peacefully. yesterday was the first night i did not cry to sleep. and when i though everything was about to go fine, life backfires on me. this isnt the first or second time you know. haiz.. what do you want God? *looks up to the sky*


up and down, back and forth, high and low, round and round.
the feelings inside, words cant hardly describe.
only to be felt, the heart's swollen by pride.
nothingness subsides, to once call pain.
nodding in agreement, the heart's aching began.

eyes wondered around, her feet takes longer strides.
at times she wishes to run away, away from the pain.
but no guts no glory, her feet stays in place.

her ears listen tentatively.
her heart ache melodiously.
her eyes swell so perfectly.
desire crept in.

to be loved, trusted all over again.
regardless of where we stand.
time is a cruel gift.
set to ruin and/or give happiness we all learn to forgive.


Happy Anniversary.

With love,
Natalie.