you're gonna be okay

my Sunday was well spent, i must say.
had picnic at the shores of Sentosa beach, even though there were slot of people being the last day of the school holidays and everything.. i had fun.
had pasta, sandwiches and cheesy hotdogs for the picnic.
the weather was on my side despite the drizzle earlier.
fell asleep while listening to the tunes from the radio..
im such a lazy bum. haha!

tomorrow is a new day.
the sun will shine over your head.
and the wind shall brush against your face.
leaving you with a great feeling in your gut.
that everything will go your way today.
so put on a smile girl, nothings gonna ruin this day.

SEGA Game moods

Man In The Mirror
Michael Jackson

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

ready set

my long awaited letter didnt poof! itself in the mailbox this morning.
and im extremely disappointed with myself.
i guess im not cut out for it afterall.
time to pack up and leave, this town dont need me.

worse nightmare come true? hell yeah.
couldnt leave me alone, can you?
we'll just let things flow, see if im right yo.

the hype about the disease is so distant to me.
maybe because im always in at home.
lucky me.

it'll be great if i get responses as fast as possible.
so i dont have sit and watch another episode of soup opera,
complaining about how stressful their life is or another teenage pregnancy.

see how life works,
down down up down.
it takes so much to get up after a fall.
no wonder people plunge into concrete cement and break their bones.

Butterfly Fly Away
Miley Cyrus

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

kodak moments

at times... we are often tested in many ways...
ways that we were certain that we will never make it and that its impossible to get through this one..
but hey, we always manage to.
always.
did.
managed.
its only a matter of time.
"it'll get better in time," like she said with much anguish.
now is the time where i want to get a piece of rope and tie it around my neck.

its the wait thats torturing.
the wait that keep our minds run wild and free and our actions, well.. unplanned.
can i die now like seriously?
i was kinda looking forward for the runway course, feeling glamorish is good for the soul.. haha
okayy.. side tracked.
and i forgot what i was talking about. awesome.

Maldives is like seriously damn nice lahh!!!
im so freaking jealous!
im so going next year... yeah right.
hahahaa
i hope.
lets pray together shall we?
that some nice being would accidentally transfer 1k into my account and totally halal-ed it.
again.

hehe!

so darling tell me,
are the waves going to crash our sandcastle away again?
am i going to wake up to your face in the morning again?

HoeDown Throwdown
Miley Cyrus

Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap
Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap
Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap
Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap

Try It With Me Here We Go,
Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap (Woah, Woah)
That's Right, Boom De Clap De Clap
Boom Boom Clap Boom De Clap De Clap (Woah, Woah)

1,2,3
Everybody Come On Off Your Seats,
I'm Gonna Tell You About A Beat,
That's Gonna Make You Move Your Feet

Ill Give The Bar-B-Q,
Show and Tell You How To Move
If your 5 Or 82
This Is Something You Can Do (Woah, Woah)

Pop It, Lock It,
Polka-Dot-It, Country-fy, Hip-Hop Fit,
Put Your Hawk In The Sky, Move Side To Side,
Jump To The Left, Stick It, Glide

Zig-Zag 'Cross The Floor,
Shuffle in Diagonal
When The Drum Hits, Hands On Your Hips
One-footed 1-80 Twist

And Then A
Zig-Zag, Step, Slide,
Lean In Left, And Clap 3 Times,
Shake It Out, Head To Toe
Throw It All Together, Thats How We Roll

Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Throw It All Together,
Thats How We Roll

We Get To 4, 5, 6
And Your Feeling Busted
But It's Not Time To Quit,
Practice Makes You Perfect (Woah, Woah)

Pop It, Lock It, Polka-Dot-It (Woah, Woah)
Country-fy, Then Hip-Hop Fit (Yeah, Yeah)
Put Your Hawk in the sky, Move Side To Side (Hey, Hey)
Jump To The Left, Stick It, Glide

Zig-Zag 'Cross The Floor,
Shuffle in Diagonal
When The Drum Hits, Hands On Your Hips
One-Footed, 1-80 Twist

And Then A
Zig-Zag, Step, Slide,
Lean In Left, And Clap 3 Times
Shake It Out, Head To Toe Throw It All Together,
Thats How We Roll

Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Throw it all together that's haw we roll.

Boom Boom Clap, Come On Here We Go
Boom Boom Clap, Boom De Clap De Clap
Boom Boom Clap, Boom De Clap De

Pop It, Lock It, Poka-Dot-It (Woah, Woah)
Country-fy, Then Hip-Hop It (Yeah, Yeah)
Put Your Hawk In The Sky, Move Side To Side (Hey, Hey)
Jump To The Left, Stick It, Glide

Zig-Zag 'Cross The Floor,
Shuffle in Diagonal
When The Drum Hits, Hands On Your Hips
One-Footed 1-80 Twist

And Then a Zig-Zag, Step, Slide,
Lean In Left, And Clap 3 Times
Shake It Out,Head To Toe
Throw It All Together Thats How We Roll

Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Throw It All Together, Thats How We Role

Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Do The Hoedown (Throwdown)
Throw It All Together,Thats How We Roll

Boom De Clap, Boom Boom De Clap Clap Clap,
Boom De Clap, Boom Boom De Clap Clap Clap
Boom De Clap, Boom De Clap De Clap
Throw It All Together Thats how we Roll

this is personal

malam diterangi bulan serta bintang berkelipan.
cahaya sinar mekar menusuk kalbu.
di situ, dia berdiri kaku.
hanya bertemankan bulan, setia menunggu.

segalanya telah diberi.
segalanya telah dijawapi.
segalanya telah diuji.
apa lagi ya Illahi?

bercerminkan air seluas angkasa.
ditemani bulan, tangisan dan kecewa.
ingatannya kabur, tidak ingin berbicara.
harapan ia berlalu, tidak dikenang jua.

"oh cinta, datanglah lagi.
aku ingin merasa sekali lagi.
oh cinta, jangan kau pergi.
aku janji ini terakhir kali."

"teman, jangan kau lari.
aku tidak ingin kehilangan lagi.
teman, dengar apa yang diungkapi.
kebenaran telah diketahui."

dia melangkah pergi.
akan kembali lagi.

For Once In My Life
Stevie Wonder

For once in my life I have someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
Somehow I know I'll be strong

For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Oooh Someone warm like you
Would make my dream come true

Yeah yeah yeah

For once in my life I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it hurt me before
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore

For once, I can say, this is mine, you can't take it
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me

HE He He Hey yeah
ooh baby ooh baby

For once in my life I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it hurt me before
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore

For once, I can say, this is mine, you can't take it
Long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me

For once in my life
Yeah Somebody like my
Ooh baby

in moderation

im praying this will work out.
i praying it was good enough.
im praying tomorrow the sun will shine.
with very strong wind to cool it off.

So...
If it's special
Then with it why aren't we as careful
As making sure we dress in style
Posing pictures with a smile
Keeping danger from a child

Lately I've been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Saying I'm trying to tell myself I have a reason
With your heart

Anything, i would do
And that really is my point of view
If ever, my darling in my life
I ever had a chance to love you

Knock and the door shall be opened
Seek and you will find
Ask and you'll be given
The key to this world of mine

"change the way you look at things, and the things you look at change..."

MIC

he's super great, super tender, super loving.
he's super annoying, super nerve-wrecking, super frustrating.
he's a lover and a best friend.
all wrapped up in a ribbon.

"you beautiful," she said in MIC accent.

i want my cuties

20 questions

the last straw is swaying.
im losing control.

is this it?
not meant to be?

i have more fun than this.
do i need it?