ready set

my long awaited letter didnt poof! itself in the mailbox this morning.
and im extremely disappointed with myself.
i guess im not cut out for it afterall.
time to pack up and leave, this town dont need me.

worse nightmare come true? hell yeah.
couldnt leave me alone, can you?
we'll just let things flow, see if im right yo.

the hype about the disease is so distant to me.
maybe because im always in at home.
lucky me.

it'll be great if i get responses as fast as possible.
so i dont have sit and watch another episode of soup opera,
complaining about how stressful their life is or another teenage pregnancy.

see how life works,
down down up down.
it takes so much to get up after a fall.
no wonder people plunge into concrete cement and break their bones.