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Straw Hat and Old Dirty Hank
Barenaked Ladies

I tend the wheat field that makes your bread
I bind the sweet veal, pluck the hens that make your bed
Mother nature and mother earth
Are two of three women who dictate what I'm worth

I'm the farmer
I work in the fields all day
Don't mean to alarm her
But I know it was meant to be this way

You cried a tear, I wiped it dry
I put you up upon a pedestal so high
If you should waver, if you should sway
I'd catch you, spread my tiny wings and fly away

You signed your picture with and O and X
I bet you don't write "love" each time you sign your cheques

I'm the farmer
I work in the fields all day
Don't mean to alarm her
But I know we were meant to be this way

All of this corn I grow I grow it all for you
I took a hatchet to the radio I did it all for you
Well you could have written back
And you could have said "thank you"
But I guess you've got better things,
But I guess you've got better things,
I guess you've got better things,
Better things to do
Better things to do yeah
Better things to do

You say you love me, is that the truth?
Although they've heard the songs, my friends need living proof
I know your address, I ring the bell
I bring you flowers and a twenty-two with shells

I'm the farmer
I work in the fields all day
Never wanted to harm her
But I know it was meant to be this way
I know it was meant to be this way
I know it was meant to be this way

I JUST DONT HAVE THE FREAKING TIME

even im using a computer everyday at work, i still dont manage to update my blog.
i just dont have the freaking time!
to those who texted me during my working hours, im sorry i did not reply!
i just dont have the freaking time!

i think i sniff in too much substance that my head is spinning and im talking nonsense!!
HAHA
i dont even walk straight now. tsk
bad bad.

a drive was all i need.
to gaze at the stars.
an indication to still hope.
to believe and have faith.
no matter the disappointment that encountered.
the stars twinkled brighter and always.
and the song crept in my head.
singing the tunes of yesterday.
no i did not forget.
no i will never forget.
oh sweet one.
where'd you go?
outfated and has been.
i wish you the best, i guess.

among the stars

outfated

before i forget,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY AZLAN.
blogger was a bitch..
i couldnt update.

a little relief i must say,
this job is taking up my time.
i am glad.
i am glad-er.
*smiles*

for whats its worth,
the song was exactly how it was written.
exactly how it happened.

the words from your mouth are disappointing.
you should have picked up the phone and call me.
but you went ahead and be 'smart'.
that if she loves you, she would fight for you.

nevertheless i accept gracefully.
you were a disappointment.
if you've cared, none of this should have happen.
but it did, and look who was blamed.

such pity.
if it was meant to be, you'd be flying to see me.

blogger's a bitch.
moving.

Already Gone
Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

Broery Marantika
Pamit

ijinkan aku pergi
(give me permission to leave)
apa lagi yang engkau tangisi
(there's no point in crying)
semogalah penggantiku
(hope my replacement)
dapat lebih mengerti hatimu
(would better understand you)
memang berat kurasa
(yes, its hard for me)
meninggalkan kasih yang kucinta
(to the leave the one i love)
namun bagaimana lagi
(but there's no way)
semuanya harus kujalani
(i could ever continue)

selamat tinggal kudoakan kau selalu bahagia
(goodbye, i hope you'll be filled with happiness)
hanya pesanku
(please remember)
jangan lupa kirimkan kabarmu
(dont forget about me)
bila suatu hari dia membuat kecewa di hati
(and if one day, she make you suffer)
batin ini takkan rela
(i cannot bear)
mendengarmu hidup menderita
(to hear you live in misery)

sayang, walau kebersamaan kita hanya sesaat
(my love, even though we were together for a while)
namun kau tetap bagian dari jiwaku
(you are still a part of me)
kuiringi kepergianmu dengan ikhlas hati
(i accept this fateful separation)
semoga kelak kita dapat bersatu lagi
(in hoping we'd be together again one day)

selamat tinggal kudoakan kau selalu bahagia
(goodbye, i hope you'll be filled with happiness)
hanya pesanku
(please remember)
jangan lupa kirimkan kabarmu
(dont forget about me)
bila suatu hari dia membuat kecewa di hati
(and if one day, she make you suffer)
batin ini takkan rela
(i cannot bear)
mendengarmu hidup menderita
(to hear you live in misery)

El Cantante

my cantante sing me something new.
something fresh, maybe real.
sway my body with your rythmn and music.
let my feet move to the sound of your beats.

my cantante drown me in your ocean of tears.
i can feel the pain from those words.
let my soul play with your melody.
caress the tunes of a simple symphony.

el cantante so versatile.
he never lies.
el cantante so divine.
you'll be smitten with his charm.

my cantante dont stop singing.
my heart beats your melody.

is this THE sign?

Dear Dreamcatcher,

tonight, i took out the ring representing and put it away in its original box.
tonight, i finally broke down which i've been trying to do it for quite sometime but i failed because of my pride.
tonight, it all ends.

when it was all i needed, it came slapping in my face.
still, i was too naive to accept it.
still, i deny it.
is this THE sign?

my hopes and dreams.
crashed by the waves again.
i tried so hard to prevent them from coming ashore.
they came from ashore.
i tried.

like a knife piercing through the heart.
slowly but surely.
the blood came later after the process.
the pain unbearable, sharp and poise.

i stood there in the rain.
letting the blood flow free.
this is how i feel.
this is what i see.
nothing's good ever coming this way.

so im running and screaming.

so Dreamcatcher tell me, am i ever going to find my prince again?

Wounded,
Natalie

Im Permanent
David Cook

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

Take It All On

The day is endless like the azure sky.
An occasional bird drifts slowly by.
This is the day for summer hearts,
and chasing sunsets till it gets dark.

Everything falls silent as the end of the day arrives.
The pier glows softly in the twilight.
Follow the tide out into open water,
to where the sun melts into the sea.

The land that lies ahead is unmapped and untrodden.
The path is not yet known.
There are valleys to cross,
and peaks to scale.
The call of the wild is hard to resist,
its rush is electric.
Where next?

It's time to escape, break away.
Take the next plane out.
Take a different route.
Take the clothes on your back,
your wits and heart for adventure.
Take the first step.

when will you get it?

when it all falls

gosh, my blog's been dead for quite a bit.
i reckon it'll stay like this for a while...
hey, when has my blog ever been a hot spot??
oh wait, yeah there was a time. hmm...

tick tock, tick tock..
fasting month coming up in like a month's time.
D, dont get worked up because its your birthday okay.. haha
July already? its been 4 months since i graduated.
look where i am now. hah

can the hype about MJ be over? its starting to get annoying.
like only now people start to listen to his music, looking up on the net to see his latest news or videos..
why bother now?

another round of movie marathon?
this time nobody leaves for date or food please!