Just a Seat

The bustles and race of the morning race

The tiredness of yesterday has not yet cured but another day has arrive

Unable to succumb, different emotions stirred up

Led to ugly situations and irrational measures.

Its just a seat.

Clearly one example in China, one do not understand when a seat has been taken up.

What do you do? Fight for the seat.

What did it led you? A published story of yourself showcasing your disrespectful act to the entire world.

Worth it? For just a seat?

Its just a seat.

Yes, we get it you're tired from work.

Thing is, we all are.

You're not the only person in the island who is staying in Tampines but working in Boon Lay.

We always hope for a seat.

But if there isn't, there isn't.

So what?

Its just a seat.

Its just a seat.

Dear God...

Some things i am just unable to express. This depression is taking far too long and too deep for me to bear. Smiles and laughter are all i crave for. To a point of turning to media alternatives, oh how pathetic my life is getting to be. Despite the mask i wear, its wearing thin. Some people are beginning to see my skin. And so i go in hiding once more, creating a new mask for me to wear.

Dear God, i dont have anything else to ask of you. Except my dignity and happiness. Please please i beg of you please, put me far away from doing harm to my heart. Please spare my heart this time. I am strong, but my heart is not. Its too fragile this time.

Dear God, im unable to convey the desires of my heart. My mind tries to find the words for it but nothing sums it up. Because i know you know very well what i need.

Dear God, im sorry for neglecting you. But you do know youre always in my mind, my heart and in every breathe that i take. Im sorry if i act like i dont care. Oh God.