i wrote this before

i actually wrote an entry this morning at 12am sharp but it didnt came up and im too lazy to remember all..
i'll just wrote what i remember aight.

yesterday was a big day for my cousin.. he got engaged yesterday..
he was blardy cute.. he thought that none of us were coming to his engagement so he was sms-ing us asking if we're coming or not..
of coz we are dumbfool.. we're your family!
it was fun.. my cousin gave his fiance a Nokia N95.. i mean they each give each other the N95 and a Ripcurl watch.. it was awesome..
there was this gift.. a food gift la.. it was called the 'cake stadium' because it was shaped like the indoor stadium!!
hahaha.. funny shit.

i was so tired today..
although school ended at 2pm i left school with Rachel, Firdauz, Denise and James at 5plus because of the ICT project.. damn there's alot more to do and its due thursday..
im going HealthScience block on the 6th to see some dead bodies..
whahaha.. cant wait! hehee..

i learnt that keeping quiet lets you be in secure of yourself.
i learnt that he shuts up because he wants the best for me.
i learnt that no matter what i do, he will still be by my side.
i learnt that it will not work if it goes on like that.
i learnt that i care about him because i still view his profile and his blog.
i learnt that even though i've moved on, there is still a part of me that hasnt.
i learnt that, that part of me doesnt want to move on.

the gila times.

i still love him no matter how much his genes configure.

i carried this to the girl's house.