in love??

im going crazy.
because Siti Nur Rumaishah bte Ramlan keep getting me all gabrahh on what to wear for saturday..
and im just plain supperr crazy.. helplessly in love with youuuu la..

i had fun on Sunday, watching lame stupid movie ever..
"spider-pig.. spider-pig.. lalalala spider-pig.."
wahhahaa!!
i had funn *nodding head continuously
Haikal and Azlin are superb *grins
i meant it in the most nicest way ever.

today, i went looking for that green leggings but dissappointed.
found a nice yellow one but my bestie say dont but first cause she drew for me my outfit..
sweet kan?? hhaha!
that pink skinny is nice babe, wear it on saturday aite.

im so waiting to end exams and HOLIDAYYYY!
wahlau.. like freaking few weeks la..
i still have an ICA to get done and over with la..
i hate this semester mann..
like freaking hate it.

my group members gonna kill me cause i can update my blog but i didnt do my project..
wahaha..
aiyahh.. at least i did my part during the weekends....

mama, i miss you.
how you doing?? you didnt reply me msgs and such.
i worry babe..

gonna get my license and drive you to camp everynight la..

French Fries and Chilli Sauce LOVE.

new-found addiction

"Hey There Delilah"


Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true


Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side


Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me


Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good


Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all


Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me


A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame


Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to


Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you


Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

MOS here we come!

J'taime

this is for you my love..

i wanna make you happy.
Natural happy.
No foreign bodies or whatsoever.
Be able to feel that adrenaline go through your body.
By just doing what you and i do best.
I wanna make you happy.
Natural happy.
(this was what i wanted to sms you the whole night but it seems your phone didnt want to receive it. bad phone!!hmph!*grins)

i miss my love*winks

insanity

thinking about you the whole night.
your msgs came in like no one's business.
just too bad i couldnt reply you.
i'd be sms-ing you the whole night.
i would.
i was tired baby,sorry.
i didnt know what time i slept.
dozed off.
i swear you were by my side.
i could feel your warmth here.
how i miss you so.
im going crazy.

i smiled from ear to ear when your msgs came in.
like a retard.
my friend keep teasing me too.
i just didnt tell you.
im shy of cause *grins.
im going crazy.

you lend me your shoulder for me to cry on.
i thank you baby, i really do.
i didnt get to see mama lime.
if not,i'd cry on her too.
i did.

im crazy about you.

again

second post of the day.
again.
i miss you la!

i forgot what i wrote in the previous entry..
too lazy to check. lol

anyway, tomorrow will be another long sucky day..
i dont plan to attend ICT lab tomorrow 11am.. i dont have to present anyhow..
bleahs!
aiyooo..
this semester my attendance sucky mann...
i missed 3 modules total..
okay, i know its nothing but i never miss more than one class tau!
im sucha good girl la..

this semester is damn sucky!
im so stress la!!
i cant wait for this semester to end la..
omgg..
i think the SA people are gonna die next semester mann!!

im talking to you..
and i still cant get enough!
urghh!
see you friday!

Denise is hot la.

coldsome

as i sit here in the cold.
i think about your warmth.
neck. body. lips.
your messages never fail to make me smile.
though i couldnt be with you.
i felt you here.
14 hours without being able to.
contact you.
only you.

Lihatlah langit di atas sana
Tersenyum melihat tingkah kita
Selalu ada peristiwa
Yang membawa pertengkaran

Maksudku hanya ingin yang terbaik
Untuk kita berdua dalam bercinta
Baiknya aku buruknya aku
Terimalah aku apa adanya

Pastikan kau dengan aku
Jangan ada cinta lain
Tak pernah aku terlintas
Niatku untuk berpaling

Maafkanlah aku sayang
Bila belum kau bahagia
Sejauh langit di atas
Kan ku kejar bahagia mu.

i miss you my hot guy *winks

projects projects projects

its almost 7pm.
im going out soon.
he better come home soon or else i wont be able to talk to him.
*my eyes are hurting.

its nice to feel this way again.
although i have commitments here and there, he's still there to perk me up.
i used to hate being called 'Baby', but it sounded nice when you say it.
maybe its just me.
shruggs.

school is getting to me.
you people are so worried about the projects yet you are not doing anything about it.
and i, being responsible and all.. shit man.
at least i get it done although it might be late.
thats what that counts, to me at least.
motherfucking Finance project.
its so embarassing getting a D, try being the only group getting that grade and the teacher said it out loud.
wtf.
i work hard for it.
uggghh.
im so gonna hate this week.

come online soon!!

thanks mum. i love you too.

I MISS YOU SO!!
ughh. stupid stupid stupid phone!

sometimes

sometimes i forget that im in love.
its too darn easy to dismiss that feeling.
been so long i put up with it.
after he left.
then came You.
so sweet and all.
not trying too hard neither.
i feel guilty at times because i never say those three words.
that came out of your mouth so easily.
honest and pure.
i dont know if its true.
but i felt so to.
i know so.

i had a wonderful weekend till that stupid feud happened.
*thank you family.

its funny, how im used to never say.
actual things that happened in my blog.
hah.
i confessed.
azi so dumb.
sighs.
why should i say anyway, its my blog.
so butt out!
even you, who are reading my entry and living in the same house as me!
yes you!
i do read your blog, for your info.
and you're much much much vulgar than i am.
i do my part and shut up because its your privacy.
your room, whatever.
can you fucking respect mine!!??!!
i cant even hide in my own room damnit.
why??
i dont have my own room!!
im fine with that.
really, i really dont mind.
but i do need privacy just like other normal human beings.
i really dont see how you cant see the way i see things...

i hope what Denise said is true.
because if it doesnt, i rather die.
really.

i should stop caring.
they never did.
why should i??

SPEAKEASY#2

boring shit

hello!

im currently in school, nothing to do so here i am updating..

im actually waiting for Denise to go to Raffles Place for "Bangra Nite".. haha

nola, she ajak me go learn Bollywood dance.. the lesson's for free so yeah..

like ImranA. said, to try new things once in your life.

come to think of it, its been long time since i visited his blog.. i'll check it out later.

school's a bore..

MarketingManagement sucks.

EFMA was okay but i got brain blocked cause she was giving too much information in the lecture.

like.. urrgghh!

i just finished ICT lab project.

"another day, another bore."

wahhaha.

im currently on a mission.

mama drama say i cekik darah never tell her..

huahuahua..

you all will know once im done with it and published it at my friendster profile..

so.. rajin-rajin la check yeerr..

heehee.

but its nothing la..

just something i came up with when i was stoning by myself at home, in front of the computer.

lol.

crappinnnggggg...

omg, i type this whole thing in 4mins only??

so slow the time fly??

*confused look.

well, tomorrow's going to be my pregnant day!

lol.

i hope everything turns out fine and all..

shit i got French homework.

i totally forgot about it.

damn it.

im basically writing whats pop outta my head..

so yea..

let's see what is my schedule for school this week and next week ehk:

1)19th July -Law presentation(pregnant day)

2)20th July -MarketingManagement report submission

3)25th July -EFMA ICA3

4)25th July -MarketingManagement presentation

5)26th July -French lab test

that's about it.
what am i talking about??

thats alot mann!!

and ohya!

my exam timetable is out goddamnit.

my first paper is on the 16th August.

it seemed like a long time but there's only 2more weeks in the month of July and time fly fats!!

except now..

i took 9mins to type the above *scroll up..

lol.

i know it seem that i faked out the numbers but its true!!

its onli 3.13pm!!

im not bluffing!!

wtf.

who am i talking to sia..

sheeesshh.

this is what happens when your bored in school and your sitting in front of the computer plus you're done with the routine that you alwyas do when your online..

so yeap..

you tend to be stupid in your entry..

most of what you think is hardly seen.

cause i am not as simple as i may seem.

Guess shoes, Zara tops and Mango jeans.

it aint an addiction, just some craving means.

would you like me if i am loud?

or would u prefer me to just shut up?

cause im at a lost to say.

when and how im suppose to spray my say.

not too tall, and not too short.

not too thin, and not too fat.

not too handsome, still prefer cute.

maybe kental too, i dont mind.

what matters is the heart, toot.

time:3.33pm

i took at least 15mins to come out with that.

i can do better man..

it was raining and pouring when this started.

its drizzling now, occasional thunders.

i took a break from this tiring run.

gotta keep on going, dont wanna be left behind.

she looked at me from inside closed doors.

tears running down her puffy cheeks.

"i wanna run again," she said to me.

"i wanna run agtain," she plead to me.

she gave me assurance and strength.

always there to give a helping hand.

she's been out but still in my mind.

i love you babe, you're still mine.

i guess not.

*shruggs.

i learnt a new word.

spruce.

go figure.

im so bored..

where's Denise??

my stomach is growling and all..

worse thing is i left my Hershey's chocolate bar at home..
sure gone by now..

urgghh..

yes, Timon i bought my chocolates..

well, not Ferrero Rocher.. but its still chocolates!!

*sticks out tongue.

sorry no pictures.. im in shcool..

ciaoo

falling again?

being impregnant on thursday would be a laugh mann..
i hope everything would go smoothly and the whole class would laugh..
heh.. its BusinessLaw afterall..
lets add some humour to it!

he likes to talk, laugh and joke.
he never fail to make you feel as if you're the only person he talks to.
is this love?
then again, what's love?
is it the identical rings around that one finger?
or the inseparable vibe we get from one another?
or the unspoken chemistry between us that others cant define?

i have this crazy idea..
to take a picture with any good-looking guy i see on the streets.
but im too shy to make my move *grins

i got the Anugerah tickets! nyehnyehnyeh!

chocolates

i was happy yesterday.
the first time in the whole week.
suppper happy till i cannot sleep.
i eventually fell asleep at dont know what time..
the fact that i get to catch up with Timothy that crazy ass dude whose so particular about small little things and he made me laugh out loud in the middle of the night talking about stupid shit.
lol.
he still owe me chocolates since he open his big mouth saying he'll buy me some.
nyehnyehnyeh!
haha.
i also get to catch up with my long lost senior in primary school.
the fact that he's staying near me does not help cause we dont see each other.
lol.
i was happy.
like finally.
im glad.
thank you God.

pejamkan mata.
bayang ku di sisimu.
ku bahagia dengan mu.
adakah kau begitu?

VOTE A2 FOR ROSLAN!

the down side

sekejam mana pun.
sejahat mana pun.
sedegil mana pun.
aku tak ingin menjadi dirimu.
kekerasan.
kemarahan.
menduakan.
aku marah.
aku benci.
aku segala-galanya.
aku kesal kau nama ku.
ku sanjung.
ku belai.
ku sayang.
yang sudah tu sudah.
tidak semudah itu.
apa yang kau beri aku pelajari.
apa yang kau kerdil aku ingati.

show your stuff, mama.

ketenangan ini amat ku nanti.

dari saat hari itu berlalu.

ku perlu ini yang teramat sangat, oh Tuhan.

Kau tunjukkan aku ke arah yang benar.

tika ku masih lagi sangsi.

tentang dunia ini dan apa yang dimiliki.

namun ke percaya kepadaMu.

keredhaan di jiwa masih terbuku.

sesekali ku tewas.

dengan kehendak hati.

untuk memiliki harta duniawi.

itu sahaja yang diingini.

tidak terfikir baik dan buruk.

dosa dan pahala.

hinggalah terkena diri sendiri.

sepak terajang akibatnya nanti.

manakah perginya,

ilmu yang ditimpa?

iman dan taqwa.

disirih dari mula.

manakah perginya,

sang pencinta hati?

pergikah kau dengan cinta ku?

atau lupakah kau padaku?

cinta yang teramat.

untuk mu Tuhan.

tiada lagi di mata.

hanya Engkau ku cinta.

relive this memory.

one song at a time.

cause i wont forget this.

and what it have become.

there are many unseen reasons.

how two one-of-a-kind can come together.

they learn form each other.

they never judge one another.

different beings, different mindsets.

different outside, inside and such.

till this day we believe its still three.

Love,tolerance,trust.

one packet you cant get enough.

caps on.shades on.

lights out.me gone.

is this cool or what?

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
JANNAH AND LYNNIE!!
we can watch M18 movies! hahaa!

is this blog boring??
please reply cause i somehow get the feeling that this page is so freaking emoish!

well, i've been angry these few days..
i think everybody is la.. with all the projects that seem to be never-ending..
like omg stop this shit!

im so jealous to see them graduate..
thoses 3days i keep asking when will it be my turn..
wearing that vest and shawl..
family came with me..
picture-taking..
flowers just for me..
sighs..
i really hope that vision come true..
but if it didnt.. i can always trade flowers with SiewBoon..
haha!

i was living my life on friday..
i had a blast.. really..
i acted like one big fcuk liddat..
haha!
but seriously i had fun destressing after a tiring week..

a new friend of mine wrote this poem on the spot...
its so cool..

if i told u things u've always wanted to hear,
would think of me as a lover?
if i failed u once,
would you remember my mistake forever?
if i told you i'd keep you for all eternity,
would you look me in the eyes and tell me the same?
how can something so simple command so much.
dignity and pride is all a gal can ever be proud of.
thru the woes of live we walk,
always searching for a way out.
Looking for the light at the end of the tunnel.
A journey that will end with time.
When the inevitable happens,
Will you be there for me?

nice eh?? paham tau plak.. haha..
oh, he's chinese indian by the way..

i still wanna protect her.

sore

heyy.. i havent updated for so longg..
just didnt have the time..

well today i woke up early to do my tutorials for later..
supposely finish school at 3pm but have make up lesson for fcuking EFMA so today i'll end at 5pm..
and from there im off straight to mediacorp for Anugerah.

Roslan's singing "Sarat" by Nizam.
i really really hope he sing well today, Insyallah.
went to BPP to catch the hopefuls in the meet-and-greet session last sunday..
the reponse was overwhelming la..
lots of them turned up..especially the Alif, Kasreel and Wan Arshad fans..
wadevv..
hhaa.. im so biased.
but heyy, looks do play a part but this is a singing competition.. so yea.. i have the right to be angry why the hell Kasreel and Alif got in.
pffftt.

that sunday too, family played bowling..
we are such bowling freaks even though we play like shit!
haha!

oh, saturday went out with family too..
went esplanade.
initially for the fireworks, however there wasnt any..
hakz.
but i did get to catch the HipHop Hurray2..
awesome shit.

yesterday i went out with Lia.
we went for dinner at TCC.
GST was 5 bucks la!!
wth.
Lia still havent get over it after we left the place.
now im broke.
haha.
gosh... 5 bucks is alot mann!!

im hate thursdays like to the core now!
this week, i start from 9am to 7pm..
THANKS A LOT ARHH BUSINESS FINANCE LECTURER!!
thank you my ass la!
urghh..

i still have MarketingManagement, BusinessLaw and SW project to go.
overall, im happy with my ICA1 written results.
loveee SW results.. heheh.

well, dont forget to catch Anugerah tonight aite!

why am i always the crazy one??