Rain rain go away. I wanna see my baby today.

I've got the world on a string

I'm sitting on a rainbow

Got that string around my finger

What a world, what a life

I'm in love

I've got a song that I sing

And I can make the rain go

Any time I move my finger

Lucky me, cant you see

I'm in love

Life's a wonderful thing

As long as I've got that string

I'd be a silly so and so

If I should ever let you go

I've got the world on a string

I'm sitting on the rainbow

I've got that string around my finger

Oh, What a world, what a life

I'm in love

i think im going out on monday.
nitta send my stupid phone for repairing.
urgh.
i swear i wanted to smash it into two.
i swear.

finally get to meet my idiot yesterday.
how many days has it been since i last saw you??
well, it felt long.
and it didnt help cause he had a fcuked up week at work and home.
im sorry i couldnt be there to cheer you up love.

i smell cookies..
yummm....

why is it that whenever im going out it'll be rain??
coincidence?rahmat?
im glad it didnt rain on wednesday when i went out to Bugis for my raya shoes.
and now its blazing hot.
urgh.

girls,when nak break fast together-gether??

2 more days *grins

love you babe.

doesnt it sucks??

*im doing this because you told me to.
blueks.

doesnt it sucks when you cant help your loved ones??
like when a friend calls you and she's crying over the phone because she caught her stupid boyfriend with another girl or over some stupid fued with her family...
doesnt it sucks that you cant do anything to make her/he feel better because you're on the other end of the phone and dont know what to say except just keep quiet and let her/he say whatever that is needed to be said to make she/he feel better.

did you notice i put 'she' first instead of the traditional 'he/she'??
im biased *roll eyes..

we can never understand them and they always expects us to.
its ridiculous.
seriously it is.

coming to a home filled with emptiness or noise of hatred.
it doesnt make any difference.
both are equally sucky.
and frustrating.
it kills you inside out.

*i wish i could..

yes i do.

COW SPOTTED!

i've been busy..
busy taking care of the family, the house, my beloved Charmed ones and my skinhead boyfriend.
i beat.
still im glad i did it.

tuesday.18/09/07.
went Geylang to break fast with boyfie, Haikal and Azlin.
Azlin's funny.. you guys better stop bullying her with the live japanese food thingy..
lol.
after walking aimlessly at the bazaar, we decided to see furnitures at Barang-Barang.
it was fun.
i love wine glasses..
yes i do.
its weird but too bad.. haha.

thursday.20/09/07.
BAKING DAY!!
its was soo much funn la..
went to Ella's house to bake the 'awesome-est' Chocolate Fudge cake i ever bake..
well, its was the first cake i ever baked..
hahahhaha..
it was crazy cause we didnt prepare the equipments when we started beating the mixture..
i was running around the kitchen trying to find the scrapping thingy..
lol..
omg..
and melting the chocolate bars takes like 3people to do it..
me, Ella, and Ella's mum.
hahhaha..
Lia was busy fluffying the icing..
hhahaa..
fun!
i didnt take pictures though..
forgot about it..
then we went to break fast at Ramen Ten.
like finally i get to eat 'Super Spicy Ramen'..
hehe.
im hungry just by talking about it..
arghhh!!

friday.21/09/07.
went to boyfie's house to sent him food..
kesian dier takde orang masakkan..
went home after that *grins.
oh, saw my ex-boyfriend again.
im glad he's happy now.

saturday.22/09/07.
PAINTING DAY!!
yep! i painted my room..
i didnt know painting takes alot of work and sweat mann..
and its fasting month.. i got damn thirsty laaa...
like omg..
i finish up the painting while my family went to Geylang..
i thought i dont have to go since i just went on tuesday..

today.23/09/07.
my dad started painting cow spots on the wall.
i wanted flowers on the wall!!
arghhh!!
whatever im just going to do my flowers on the other wall.
put the funitures back into the room after finish painting one side of the wall.
tiring shit.
and my sister just made it worse by spilling black paint on the floor!!
ahhhhhh!!
another job to do..
clean clean clean..
and here i am now, on the computer updating this dull, boring blog..

i guess nobody read my previous entry *shruggs.
just so you girls know that the chalet will no longer be a 3days2nights shit.
it'll be just a one-day thing where we barbeque.. talk and then we all go home.
it saves you the trouble of asking you parents if you can spend the night..
if still you girls cannot, i have nothing to say anymore..
i'll let you know the date again..

i need to go and cook..
my lazy sister been asking me to do everything sehh!!
urghhh!!
parents please come home fast so i dont have to cook!!
yey!
they're back!
wow!
hahahaha..

cow spotted!

Chocolate Fudge Cake.YUM!!

im damn bored.
i have to cook first before i leave to break fast with boyfie's friends..
god i hope i have time..
unlike yesterday..
bleahs.

my chalet doesnt seem to have much of an enthu from Bitchalization.
well, thats good because Aloha Loyang are all fully booked for the month of November.
Yippeee right??
NOT.
i dont understand you girls tauu..
why is it that you girls can go do you CCAs, go for adventure camp, go out with your other friends, do a barbeque, go kayaking and such..
but my outing.. our outing doesnt even matter??
like the Zoo outing..
how many fucktards turn up huh???
the rest dont even bother to reply my email.
im angry.
yes i've been angry since the day you girls wanted to make an outing but it doesnt work.
why??
because some doesnt want or cannot to go to Sentosa when suggested or doesnt know where to go..
and some are just to busy with their own life.
are we still called sisters??
i dont know anymore.
what is to the name of Bitchalization when we cannot even meet up or engage in the most honest no nonsense conversation??

yes, Lydia i got your email.
i got nothing to say dearie..
i know your situation.
its the big A's and its just the same as we were sitting for the big O's..
i understand my dear..
just angry when you didnt get back to me about the Zoo outing because i specify to all to reply the email.. maybe you were busy that time..
well, its over aint it..
dont be sorry ok Lyd..
love you the same as always..

i dont know what to say anymore...
im still trying to find ways to make the chalet work so that we can still have our time.
i'll let you girls know whats up alright..
till then.
thanks Faz for the help..

you know i love you right baby...
God.. i hope i can go Thailand laaaa....
its superr freaking nice laa cann??
you had it all plan already when its like next year June??
i love you!

i miss this skinhead fucktard.

Kiss Kiss

hey!!
its been a while..
i miss blogging..
even my busy soldier get to update his..
not fairrr!

yesterday break fast at grandmum's..
my cute little cousin was thereeeeeee!!!!!!
damn cute!!
she was dancing to Mimpi Manis theme song!!!
hahaha!!
nothing much happen yesterday..

tomorrow im going Geylang with Timon and friendsss
hahaa..
finally im going out..
its tiring to be a mum.
not that i have a choice..
*roll eyes..

Charmed!
lets bake on thurday??!!!
after that we go out..
amaciam??
*grinss..

i miss my baby boy..
so near yet so far..
argh!

people do check out Chris Brown's performance at VMA 2007..
he's AWESOME!!!
*smiles..

5th day of Ramadhan.
25 more days till Syawal.
i better not keep track of it cause it'll feel like a damn long time..

aint she cute!?!

i miss him la cann!!!

Vote for Group 5!! ahaha!

hi people..

sorry for not updating..

lets review the week shall we??

monday. 10/09/07.

Zoo outing was awesome!!

we were more of cam-whoring than visiting our relatives laa..

hahahah!
we met at yishun interchange at 2pm(suppose to be 130pm..ahaha!!)

took 171 and 138 and reach the Singapore Zoo around what... almost 3pm??

bought our tickets and we're in!!

the moment we stepped in we already took pictures laaa..

not by us.. but by the Zoo staffs there..

Den Dirzuan as our tour guide.. he was so enthusiastic about seeing buayaZ..

*shakes heads..

hahahaha!!

cam-whore..

there's too much to write la.. but the best cam-whoring was at this fountain near the crocodiles..

we took alot of pictures there.. as if we were at the playground!!

after walking the whole Zoo.. we had dinner at KFC(i mean there's no other place to eat..duhh!)

my soldier came for Night Safari.. hee.
joined me, Lia, Ella and Lynn.

Den scared them by telling them ghost incidents laa..

it doesnt help when my boyfriend can see them..

lol.

yes my darlings.. 'she' was there when we rode the tram in..

i didnt tell you guys..

lol.

we left the place at 10plus..

and i reach home around 11plus..

i dont remember the timings cause its already Friday mind you..

im glad you came *grins.

tuesday.11/09/07.

slack at home..

finish up my book..

which reminds me i have yet to return the library books..

sorry!

wednesday.12/09/07.
another awesome night.

did terawih.

thursday.13/09/07.

first day of Ramadhan..

i had to be the stand-by mum..

prepared all the food and cooked..

went online to retrieve pictures from my love..

went to sleep after he sleep on me while sms-ing.
*roll eyes..

friday.14/09/07.

got my exam results..

i passed all modules..

alhamdulillah..

thank god.. i dont have to re-take any modules..

cant wait for next semester!!
Siti sms-ed me that our Seventeen magazine is out and our pictures are out!!

rushed down to Cheers like mad woman!!

omg,Siti hot laaa!!

my face like stone like that..

hahahah..

it doesnt matter..

my dream came true= to be in a magazine!!

hahaha!!

cool stuff..

baby, im so sorry i cannot join you guys for break fast..

so sorry...

i'll make it up for you kay sayang..

sighs..

i miss you so much..

enjoy pictures...

we love the ZOO!

kiddooosss!

charmed*

we love this fountain thingy.

where to next?? i love tigers!
flower power.
yep,she's back!
i hate this things..
CHAKK!!
my scandal.. hee.
Ben and Jerry!
Night Safari time!
after many attempts..
J'taime.
AziBra

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awesome night

wednesday.5/9/07.
my soldier finally came out!
fucking excited i tried damn hard to sleep so i would not be tired when i see him in the afternoon.
he's fucking skinhead laaa...
but still hot.
my hot baby boy.
he was deprived of food and coke so we headed for BurgerKing for dinner..

friday.7/9/07.
boyfiee went clubbing so i stayed home..
had a hell day so didnt went to see him..
thank you for understanding my love.

saturday.8/9/07.
awesome night.
full stop.

sunday.9/9/07.
headed for the beach with family..
my cousin's birthday so they decided to celebrate it there as well..
i can never get it where they get such good chocolate cakes..
hah.
well, didnt swim though..
the sun was fucking hot la.. damn sunny..
my younger sister and i decided to sit at McCafe after cam-whoring..
came back and saw my uncle brought bikes so we jumped to one each and rode off..
damn fun and smelly..
hahaha..
went home around 430pm..
i dropped at Bugis to meet boyfiee..
can never get enough of him..

a whole new perception of me.
im a new me.
it was awesome.
i felt awesome *grins.

i cant wait for later..
we are heading for the ZOO!!
hhahaa.. damn long time since we went there..
hopefully it doesnt rain..
oh heck, lets play in the rainn!!
hahaha!!

i love you.
you're just amazingly fucking awesome.

after 7 deprived days.

even the clouds were awesome.

cousins and sister.

my skinhead boyfriend.

Blog trespassin!!! whoo!!!

happy 1 mth anniversary.

i love you.

its a been a month.

time seemed to pass in an instant.

it feels as though I've known you for a lifetime.

the days with you are never enough.

much less the nights.

being away from you is a torture.

being locked away n not able to see or hear you, torment.

hell on earth.

i never want to be away form you again.

never.

u appeared in my mind each time i closed my eyes.

i heard your voice calling out my name in the dark.

i felt your hands on my face.

i missed you like never before.

I've never felt this way before.

and its funny.

its so darn difficult to be away from you, my love.

i never want to be away form you again.

i yearned for you.

and craved like a deranged addict.

my only cure, my only fix, my only high.

you.

so long were the days.

so lonely were the nights.

you're my other half.

I'm incomplete without you.

you fill my days will something I've never known.

something words will bring no meaning to.

all these feelings jumbled up in me.

no way of expressing how much i love you.

or what i feel.

i just want to give you my all.

give us my all.

so take me by the hand.

lets take a walk down this road.

i won't let you fall.

even if you do, i will pick you right up.

fear not for i am here by your side.

two souls becoming one with time.

let us pit this love of ours against the world.

you ready?

cause i am.

lets go through head on.

remember the stars.

the promise.

you're my everything.

my all.

i love you more than mere words can express.

simple words spoken form the bottom of my heart.

I LOVE YOU.

With Love.

Ang Timothy Mark.

Army Madness

heyyy!
i wanna apologized for not updating this dull blog of mine..
mom been crazy of stuff..hah.. long story.

well the fact is im missing my boyfriend to the core and its only the 4th day till he comes out.
darn it.
army sucks la really..
i miss my Timothy.

friday was fun..
went back to meet up with secondary school mates..
initially the plan was to meet up with the girls but due to some reasons.. we didnt get the chance.
it was disappointing..
the ones that got together were Lia, Lynn and myself..
we ended up sitting together at the McDonald's table with Siraj, Rakesh, Arif and Zaireel.
but it was fun.
it wasnt awkward.
we headed for The Cathay aroound 230pm with Ashraf aka tall boy prasan minus Rakesh for movie.
Hairspray was awesome.
John Travoltra was huge la cannn!! and Zac from HighSchoolMusical is just plain hot cann.
baby i dont mind watching it again with you..
after that, we met the boys at Plaza Sing around 8pm and headed for Clarke Quay and sat there till about 1030pm and went home..
i dont have the pictures.. maybe you could visit Lynnie's blog for them if she happens to put them up..
which reminds me..
YOU BETTER SEND ME THOSE PICTURES ARHH LYNNIEEEEE!!!

yesterday was fun too.
family went to the Army Open House at Pasir Laba..
mom wanted to take my brother see the tanks and shoot some stuffs..hah.
we didnt get to do that though.
boringgg..
i was quite amazed by the response..
there were actually alot of people that turned up..
it was crowded.. and hot.. plus occassional drizzle but who cares!!??!
i wanted to try out the flying fox but there was just alot of people and there was no way i was gonna wait in line for it..
im an impatient woman, fyi.
but overall it was fun.
didnt stay to catch the fireworks though.
we headed for Mustafa Centre to buy some neccessities and we went home..

seeing army men walking around in uniform doesnt help la..
i want my soldier..
boo.

okay enjoy the pictures..

Curly MakCHICKS.

tank number one.

when insanity gets the better of you.

cute righht??

tank number two.

5 seconds before the balloon burst.

disfunctional family.

Xtreme?NOT.

yes, i permed my hair.