chipped nail polish

omg.
im so bored im posting another entry just a few minutes after the previous one..
hah.
great.

staring out the window
raindrops fall distinctly.
im here inside.
but you're out there.
as these tears fall down my cheeks
wishing you were here.
each moment.
each time.
each place.
my heart cries out for you
wanting to be in your arms once more.
wanting to scream and shout.
why the hell did you leave me on my own.
and walk away like you did.
turning your back on me.
i waited.
i waited.
i waited.
but you didnt turn back.
you didnt.
never did.
i waited.

humming of the birds.
and the buzzing of the bees.
the sun was shining.
and i was smiling.
as though it was the best day in my life.

shit i got writer's block.
gah.