pounding head

my head is punding like crazy.
i havent bathe since i got home from school.
its 9pm now.
but i bathe in school after running 2x100metres and 2x200metres in under 5minutes.
cool eh.
haha..
hate monday lessons..
i think its the ipod??
lol.

have tons of projects due on the same week after Vesak day.
god, i still havent do anything..
and yet im procastinating..
still blogging..
still going out..
still playing a fool..
and its the 3rd week of school..
its funny now that im dreading to go to school because i was soooooo looking forward for Year3 to begin..
this sucks.

i hate my life.
hate it hate it hate it.
fuck you bitches who make it even more suckier.
cant you go fuck someone else's life??!
leave me alone for god sake!!
ughhh!!

aku hanya mencintaimu.
seluruh hidupku.
tak bisa ku lupa.
tentang penemuan kita.
hingga akhir waktu.
aku akan bersamamu.
walaupun yang lain tidak rela.
aku mendampingimu.
tidak pernah ku duga.
begini jadinya.
hanya Dia sahaja yang tahu.
tentang isi hati ini.
bagaimana mereka kecewa kan daku.
tanpa mereka sedari.
mungkin mereka tahu.
aku pasrah.
tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa.
namun aku tahu.
aku tetap mencintai mu.
dan Dia lah saksi cinta kita.