i think Singaporeans are so fucking selfish. heck, everyone's selfish. im so glad i asked the lady to get out from her seat (politely of course) to let a pregnant lady sit down in the mrt just now on the way home from work... Alhamdullilah. although the pregnant lady didnt show any sign of gratefullness, i was still glad i did it. i didnt notice everyone was staring at me till i looked around. hah. to hell with you people!! so selfish!!! the lady was standing helplessly (i think she was acting though.. haha!) in front of the Priority Seat and the person sitting in it can still look up and continue sleeping!!?!?! GOD!!!

to you:
yet again i poise questions to you.
you have yet to answer me on my previous ones.
what do you seek?
the passing wind that passes through your strands of hair that cools your skin but never beneath it? or the heatwaves of the sun that never fails to warm every corner of your being.
the wind comes and goes, but if you sit it out and wait... the sun will definitely peep through the sky; with rays of light poking through the clouds.
the sun? or the wind?
never live just for a moment of pleasure.
as surely as it comes, it goes.
leaving an unmistakable memory embeded in you.
yet scaring you as it passes.
think it through and make you stand.
do not falter.
you live only once.
you live your life the way you want to.
no one has the right to dictate how you live it.
fear 2 things in this world.
Allah and yourself.
you are your worst enemy.
nobody can hurt you if you dont allow them to.
be selfish.

i miss school!!