Friday, October 31, 2008

BACK TO SCHOOL YAWW!

HURRAYY!!
TODAY MARKS THE LAST DAY OF INTERNSHIP!
IM BACK TO SCHOOL YAWWW!!

god i miss school. seriously. i miss 'listening' to lecturers...i miss crapping with SiewBoon and Firdauz. i miss laughing with Jackson,Rachel and Tang En. i miss my classmates lahh!!
till the day i graduate. cant wait!! =)

beloved,
i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. i didnt want to talk or do anything; given the choice i didnt want to go to work. its a fucked up feeling to wake up and see messages of you still out. 3am, 4am i can still take it if im told beforehand. but fucking 7am and not knowing? how you feel if you were in my shoes?? you know you know you'll be meeting me later, fine, you didnt know it'll end late. fine. but you said, you ensured, you'll meet me. but what happen? fine, i forgive you. i know and i expected it. i didnt take it against you. but the very next day you want to go buy a piece of plastic?? didnt you think of making up to me?? you start early too right? can meet me right? if i am that important you would, wont you? but instead you chose that piece of plastic. you could ask someone to buy it for you kan if you 'didnt care', given the choice?? (this is what i meant, do you understand now?)
i'll talk to you about the other part soon.

i was bloghopping and i was very very amused by a particular blogger. her expressions was awesome. never have i encounter such an article. its superb. to think she's a spoilt brat. hah. i hope she's not reading this. but i admire her, really. she's a walking idol. i wish im bold enough to highlight my hair of that shade. i wish im courageous enough to go for my dream careeer. i wish my vocabulary was as superb as hers. hah.
yeah, kalau ye pon edit la makcik oii.. love that. haha

To succeed is easier than to fail

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