i did myself a favour and decided to go out today. even though it was only for 45minutes, i got a bit dressed up which i didnt planned to. (time for a wardrobe makeover. i still havent spend the 100dollars gift card from GAP. hah..) i was 'a little bit' late for my boyfriend's break time so i only got 35minutes with him before he went in for busy Wednesday night. i bought him his much needed pink hair wax from Gatsby and ended up sitting at the bar for almost 30minutes with a bottle of booze.

okay kidding. i had two different mocktails. one was my favourite because its in a champagne glass. i like champagne glasses, they are very classy. hahha.. its called Virgin Mimosa. hahaha!! inside joke. lol. the other one was specially made by the bar captain, Mic. dont know if i got his name correct though. i think he made it like randomly because there wasnt a name for it so he called it, I Love My Girlfriend. hahahha!! siao.

i was suppose to catch a malay show at 9pm today, but i totally forgot about it because of the soccer match! gahh!! stupid guys in shorts. hahahah!!

im extra happy today and im glad i guess. things was a bit rough, okay.. very rough between boyfriend and i but somehow we always managed to patch things up as quickly as possible. and i always dont know how we do it. even when i traced them back, im left with more confusion. its amazing. the beauty of our love. i hope it burns forever, even when you are in the wheelchair at 25. ahhahahahhaha!!! hee. love you lah!

i cannot stop thinking about you.
this is for you;

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your love
Tonight