anger management

anger management goes down the drain..
i thought im strong..
but emotions got the better of me..
i shouldnt have called you..
i didnt think you wouldnt know how to console me..
i always thought you could..
and for that im sorry for putting that burden on you..
im truly sorry..

thanks my dear.
owe you one.

crush you and hit you at the curb.
smash your face ino the glass window.
and smile as you bleed.
stare at everyone and anyone who tries to help you.
because they know they'll get the same if they do.
and you know you deserve it too.
for all the lies and pretence.
the betrayal and one night stands.
the smiles that you potray.
you sick pig.
you disgust me.