YOK MASAK BABAT!

today will be my last day on medical leave.

had fever, super bad sore throat and flu.

back to school tomorrow..

not really looking forward to it though.

hah.

but what to do..

so sian..

urghh..

babyboy came to visit me just now.

so sweet my babyboy..
he was suppose to bring me to see the doctor on monday.. but this stubborn bitch decided to go on her own..

*smiles

the doctor talk so loud i so paisehh lah can..

i hope the antibiotics help..

im scared..

i dont really know whats happening in school even though i asked there isnt any definite answer..

i asked.

my fault??

i dont think so..

school's a bitch lahh easy to say..

caught 10 000 BC last weekend...

i thought it was a stupid show but i ended up getting so into the movie..

i was talking loudly in the cinema and i didnt realize it..

so paisehh..

hahh..

and i was running a fever then..

and having my first day period.

grrrreeeeeaaaaatttt...

sorry for making you worried baby..

next thursday i will be sitting for my basic theory test..

AND I HAVENT EVEN OPEN THE BOOK LAHHH!!!

procastinatinggggg...

urghh..

must start tonight..

must start tonight..

*roll eyes

to you:

i shall disappear from your life..

so you will feel how i felt then till now.
for you to disappear and come again and act as if nothing happen and disappear again, its killing me..

you will always be my sister.

and i will pay you back.

thank you for understanding me all this while..

i owe you alot.

alot.

but what you did to me is too much for me to handle.

you hurt me sister.

hurt me until i have to make this decision to go away because i will hurt you if i dont.

you will hear from me one last time.

to pay you back.

i have to pay you back.

i will.

soon.

im sorry for dragging it and breaking my promise.

soon.

i just need you to reply me.

im sure you will.

goodbye sister.

the smiles i once fake,you made it worse.