my mind stop racing.
my heart continues pounding.
my emotions drives me up the wall.

tears starts streaming.
mouth starts cursing.
these terrible words i know.

im strong.
im stronger than i ever know.

i lost.
i lost to the smallest war.

im weak.
weak to defend my throne.

i've fallen to the ground deep within.
struggle to get out.
the smashing and slashing begans.
with all the sins and lies i've made.

in this world i believe.
there is faith and truth.
strength and unity.

i've fallen deep within.
an empty space i was once in.