reportsssss

heloo..
i havent been updating..
no mood arh babe..
lol..

i dont know what im feeling right now..
maybe because at the back of my mind i know i have to finish up 3 reports by 9April..
and im wondering who is passerby who tagged my blog..
how he/she know what im talking/feeling..
its very interesting because nobody can read me through my blog..
even my boyfriend have to ask what i meant by this or these..
interesting...
he/she must have been reading my blog quite frequently i suppose..
hmm..

i miss my babyboy very much..
very much..

god i have so many things to do in so little time!!
i've got test next week!!
i better brush up my everything before everything!!
urghhh!!
i hope i aced it.
please..
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sometimes its frustrating to ponder..
about the past, present, future..
how we used to feel and dream..
what we will be in 10years time..
attached, engaged, married or even with kids..
its beyond our imagination and control..
only He will know.
has known. already know.
so we question..
why is this so?
what did i do to deserve this?
or why me?
unanswered we receive.
and we saw it coming.


babies, tattoos, 17year old.
pushing prams aware of staring eyes.
mini skirts and sleeveless they wear.
with a child in their arms.
needless to say "i've told you so"..
nothing i do could end this.
the world turn into a new millenium..
so wrong yet no say.
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