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my hands are shaking and my core hands are red.. its been a long time since i played a game, a ball game ( i miss playing softball so muchh), and i had the sweetest fun in such a long time. thank god i was in the same group as Huai Xin, she can read me.. somehow.. not as well though. haha.. Raymond was good man.. and James was as his usual self, all all that. *insert smirk face*

i was damn tired after that session. slept in class for a while before my presentation for Entrepreneurship. i hate this module cann!??! i dont understand why we must work with them??! its 2 for their them lehh.. 4 for us!! how fucking unfair is that??! its not important to them lahh!! but its my grade damnit. stupid lahh.. grr!!

damn, i cant type properly.. my last two fingers are shaking like mad lahh.. god.. its damn scary lahh..

me, myself and i.
im a very angry person. i will scream in your face when you get in my way. i can take a punch. a guy's punch, mind you. i know im good. i know im smart. i know im a good listener. i know i can work it. i dont care what people say about me. i get angry when people prefer my friends more than me. what?? i can do what she does. so what the fuck with the biasness?? i know i can bring down a guy in just one move. i like to stand out,being different from everybody else. im all that.

me,myself and i.
im bad at first impressions. the way i speak, does not match the emotions i intended to portray and thus people dont understand. family and loved ones get hurt. im shy and prefer to keep quiet most of the times. which leads to people think im proud and arrogant. i trust people easily. when im angry, i keep quiet. let myself settle down, and i'll be fine again. i wont move when i get punched. it angers people and would want to hit me the second time. i though i was being polite. im dumb. im not stupid. im dumb. its different. i always try to fit in. i always try to make people feel good, so that they have fun and hope that they would think im fun too. im all that.

i miss Diidi. hope you're doing fine darling..

i miss her lahh cann!!!