HUHU!!

i've been dancing to PussyCatDolls 'When I Grow Up' for my workout routine whenever i get the chance to. haha. i dont have a room of my own.. thats the reason why. and im not a dancer, but i know i can dance well. but i wont go to the extend of participating in some competition to show off my talent.. like some people in 'So You Think You Can Dance' who thinks they can dance but in fact they actually cant. which is so embarassing. i'd be embarassed.

today im happy. my presentation went well even though we were one man down due to mother nature. my project group meeting went smoothly and for the first time, on time. i saw RichardMarkJansen!!!!!!!!! he superrrrrr HAWT!!! urghh!! only get to hear him sang one line!! damnit Jackson!! i was making stupid noises on the way to the mrt cause James couldnt get his picture for me.. so Jackson said i should have ran up to the stage and hug him. haha.. i should have, huh. lol. i met my boyfriend whom i havent seen for 3days (i swear it felt longer than that!!) and watched him eat. i miss you tau.. and my best girlfriend called me up and we had a nice talk. it was like riding on an emotional rollercoaster; it was thrilling.

school's been hectic. i've been smsing Diidi on alternate days and hearing bad news. i wish i could give you a hug right now darling. you'll be fine. i hope you will. family doesnt help at all. i dont wish to elaborate. my girls are insane people. i still love them. i've been spending my time on the computer if not, i'd be dancing my stress away in my room; being very tired after that and eventually bathed and sleep like a dead person through the night. which is so bad of me because i wouldnt even feel the vibration of my phone when my boyfriend sms me saying he's home from work at 234am.

i love you. i miss laughing with you. i miss being stupid with you;
i hate arguing with you. i hate being hopeless and useless. i hate being apart from you.

i miss us.