celebrating the February babies birthdays..
today is officially my 10 year old brother's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENDUTT!!
hahah..
chocolate cakes, murtabak, mee goreng, hotdogs and durians!
im so bloated i will pop any minute now..
time to head the gym tomorrow..
haha
burn off the caloriess
gahhh!
been fucking stress over lots of things.. especially now that the exam is exactly 22days from now. and i still have projects dueing and degree applications to fill in! where got time lah deyy...
*pulls hair*
the smile on her face doesnt mean there's no tears she shed. the night was shining, the moon its only light. the wind blows, wishing the troubles was blown with it. and she close her eyes. so they wouldnt see her cry.
oblivious, clueless she has always been. never to see the good she already has. and yet she ponders the miracle only she sees. that break her time and time again. and when she thought she had it all, she didnt realise she lost the one. who has been always been there for her. when it was up or down. and now the story goes. she got tired of all her games. only to come to her when she's lost and abused. but leave to have fun with her earnings.
decision she's made. to not care no longer. since she got her earnings. so be it. no more say.
i love you, you know i do.
but you disappoint me one too many.
now i had enough.
so im letting you go.
be gone with the wind.
you had what you wanted.
so take it.
you dont need me.
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