start of the day

suppose to start the day by travelling miles down to Orchard Rd just to make payments for EPT and IPP before i start my studying quests alone...
been alone these few days.. yet so many things happen.. like Valentine's Day and last day of school.. hectic yet i feel like shit.

3years in poly. My first official Valentine's Day celebration.. gosh i can go on yapping about this the whole day but what for. my experiences, my memories. im selfish, yes. but never selfless.

ive lost my friends along the way, but im content with the ones that stayed and most of them are new. it disappoints me because we vowed to stay together through all odds but i guess the odds got in the way. im not easily disappointed but if i do, it must be a big thing or its someone i love and care about. utter disappointment. totally reeks.
nevertheless, thanks for all those times we had and shared.
you really dont need me.

Diidi! let's watch He's Just Not That Into You!!!