yester-years

OMG!!
its officially the last two days of schoooool!! im so going to miss my classmates, coursemates and schoolmates lahhh!!! *sob sob*
final stretch after Friday's presentation.
did a debrief on previous ones, i hope all comments was taken positively and there was no hard feelings or whatsoever... in the end, we did well.. i hope our grades are well too..


i have so many things to say yet i have nothing to say at all.. to this computer, my friends or even my boyfriend.. i dont know what it is but i have absolutely zero things to talk about this days..


i love Siraj's jam studio at Haji Lane. it so cosy and the stage area can be transformed into a Masquerade Party that me and Lia has always dream about.. its absolutely perfect.. size and everything.. imagine everybody coming from Bugis MRT station all dressed up in their fancy clothes and masks and they'll be parading through Haji Lane St towards the party location.. what a sight i tell you! its a must see! especially if everybody come together as a group! wouldnt it be fun!!!??


funny how people can still dwell about their past for so long and still be paranoid and crazy when issues about it came up.. i absolutely do not understand how and why. how can one hold on for something so long, even if it breaks countless times and why would one want to fix it up again even though he knows it will break again? doesnt that means you are allowing yourself to be disappointed and broken again? doesnt that mean you are still in the old books while others are running around like madman enjoying life and you know you are losing out on things you should be doing? doesnt that mean you know you are losing on things and here you are complaining about how life is so unfair to you but you still want to be fourteen?? doesnt that mean that the fault is in you and that you are actually blaming others for it because they cannot help you up?? doesnt it?
i dont know. ask them.

wow. i do have something to say.

sentosa with love.

2nd last presentation session.

CNY at Lionel's.