the aftermath

the pain on my finger is nothing compared to the never ending pain in my lower abdominals.
it doesnt help because i didnt eat my dinner (sorry baby!) because there's no one to guard the gym.
and here comes the headache.
spinning my head like the game SpinTheBottle.
standing next to the pole.
saying a little prayer.
to give me the strength to make it home.
the pain was unbearable.
i nearly dropped onto my knees.
the worse part was there wasnt any seats.
at least blood can flow through easier.
yes aku datang.
macam kau jugak makcik!

at last i got to see my babyboy for our lunch date.
but bacin was late so the time spent was short.
BACIN! YOU TAKMU LAMBAT LAGI LAHHH!! I MARAH NIEEE!!
grrr..
im always not taken seriously.
pfffftttt..

can i say i hate friendster?
its so bloody slow can?!
i know why some people delete theirs ;P

"you get super angry over small little things..
but when it comes to things you should get super angry about, you dont.
funny ah you."

eh? hah.
well, one logic i can explain to you is because i dont want people to take advantage of me.
so i dont let them get away with super small stuff so they dont mess with me when the big important stuff comes..
does that make sense mister? hmm?

i've been online these days.
not sure why.
and i've been clicking on people to talk to them more than i used to.
cool.
i miss chatting with my babyboy.
funny aint it sayang?? you feel the same way too.
cool.
to talk more crap on msn than on the phone.
i miss those days.
i miss you sayang.

as i turn to run away.
i could hear your footsteps coming my way.
"stop following me," i glared.
you never stop, continue with despair.
i stop and stare.
at the pretty doll in the window.
"baby, please dont walk away."
im right here. im right here.

becareful when you're dealing with dumb bells.

this is what you get.