shopping spree

i used to think that 50dollars is alot of money..
at the age i am now at..
the increasing demand to constantly upgrade ourselves and the way we live..
money is not everything but its does make the world go roound..
no matter how i deny it..
it does.

its frustrating and tiring to please people..
here we are trying to make it work and you dont even give a damn..
dont even see what or why we do things..
use a little bit of your common sense and take a look at the world please...
i dont have to please you but because you matter to me..
thats why im still here.
if not..
pegi mampos..

work was okay..
not as tiring as yesterday..
but tomorrow i get to rest and watch Siraj's performance for like the first time..
i hope its good as he says it is..
hah..

im going to eat now..
lapar..
loveee