deep in your hopefully wonderful dream..
i kiss you on the lips lightly and walk away.
my fingers racing, typing this down..
the only way at that moment to vent my insides.
anger, frustration, hurt.
yet, you were oblivious.
and i dont blame you for it.
because i acted as if im okay.
sometimes i feel you could do a little bit more.
not that this is not enough.
im at lost.
now i dont even know whether im right.
shit im crying.
my hands starts to shake as i click the publish button.
afraid of your response and reaction.
i dont want a yacht or whatever.
i want to spend it with you.
to hell with the preparation.
i just want you.
will you stop it?!!
slow me down.
dont let me live a lie..
before my life flies me by.
i love you babe.
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