each time i think im a step closer, i fall back even deeper. i put myself in a pithole, which i unnecessarily create. i dont need to. i dont need you. at least i dont think so. and thats where i went wrong. unsure if i'll be alright. needing that assurance.
AS*, i miss. and its not even a day.
i want to run away.
i want to prove...
... that i dont need you.
... that i am not dependent on you.
... that i can pick myself up when i fall without you.
... that i can keep you in my heart without hurting another.
i hadnt heard from you.
dont you feel the same way as i do?
dont you miss me?
dont you want to see me?
dont i matter, dear?
if i do, why hadnt i hear from you?
at least a text, it'll take my breath away.
so that i know you're still there.
still waiting for me.
will you?
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