he said.

"if he loves you, he'll say yes.
the fact that he's weighing who now, its bad.
but i dont stop you," he said.

dear friend,
i thank you for being there for me. i thank you. i have no words to say. and thanks seemed not enough. i needed it. i dont blame you.

dear friend,
i cant do it anymore. i realized im not up for it. im sorry i put you through alot of stress and pressure. but rest assured, you're still a friend.

dear friend,
thank you for remembering me today. you made me smile from ear to ear. you made my day.

dear friend,
im coming. im waiting. im hurt. i deserved it. im not pointing fingers. i deserved it. i never changed. im hurt. im hurting. im not strong. im not strong enough. im not strong yet. im sure. im chasing. im waiting. im accepting. im waiting. im waiting. im hurt.