Sunday, April 19, 2009

what hurts the most

beat up so bad i saw stars with my eyes wide opened.. funny thing, it didnt hurt at all. but tears still fell, i have no reason why. hurt from inside. so much i can puke.

i wish to wake up and everything would be over. even when i tried, i keep falling again. i deserve better than this. i dont have to cry myself to sleep every night thinking it could work, would have work or will work. i dont. i deserve better.

so what are the promises/reasons/purposes again? i dont see them anymore.

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