you know the feeling when you are about to take an important exam paper..
or when you are getting ready for your soccer match finals as you put on your boots and your coach squabbles to the defense team..
or when you are on a blind date..
or finally caught a glimpse of your eyecandy in school at the end of the day..
you know..
that kind of feeling..
like...
butterflies in your stomach..
ive been having it since Sunday.
but its not the same kind of feeling..
now i know theres two kinds to that feeling.
good and bad.
its not the fluffy wings that hit you in the stomach and gives you the tingling feeling.
no.
these wings have thorns and poison.
that sting you as they hit you.
in the stomach.
and you ache.
an uncurable pain.
the pain from inside, you cant hardly tell from outside.
that kind of feeling.
literally ache my heart.
i could feel the pain in your voice as you read those lyrics.
i laughed at first.
then it went down to a frown.
then tears.
i could hear you choked a second or two.
it breaks my heart.
then i scrolled down to the words.
i choked a little.
i question if its real or were you just drunk.
i'll take the first one.
she ran to a faraway country, left without a word to any.
now she's back and found, that theres no more him.
and out of the castle she went, searching for thee.
she found his tracks here and there, ran as fast as she could.
and she found him standing on a bridge, which divides two countries.
she screams.
she yells.
she cries.
she begs.
she cries and fell.
but give up she never did.
he heard her cries, her screams, her yelling.
inches towards her, but his head the other way.
they held hands after so long.
only Lord knows how much they've yearn for this.
he utters words of love, but look in her eyes he never did.
her heart aches, but she accepts fate.
she'll do anything to bring him back, even though his head turned the other way.
she loves him too dearly, it aches everytime.
but she has to take it in, as she's the one to blame.
the time to bring him in her embrace, only Lord knows if it will be.
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